Sometimes there are so many thngs happening that i just let go of it and smile my way out of it but times even a word triggers my nerves and gives me immense and unbearable pain. I keep sobbing under the sheets until i feel fine. I just want to have a peaceful life
I am so exhausted a simple talk a simple word triggers me it makes me cry makes me want to escape and sleep and avoid everything thats happening i am so alone in this
-the room was crowded my parents didn’t hear it—but I did. And this wasn’t the first time It took a day for me to actually understand what happened here. The way society normalizes disrespect and thinks it can speak to women like this makes me sick
I fractured my arm and when my father’s friend visited he asked what happened I said I slipped. Then he had the audacity to say “kisi ne daaru pila di thi kya” in front of everyone i was so shocked that i went silent, just staring at him-