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Unpinning when I'm back in BMI 16 range

@AndRelapseAgain I'll try my best, thank you 🥺🧡

@itsbreaddddd yeah it really is just another way of this disorder taking our lifes away, please have fun at the upcoming events, don't let it ruin them for u <3

I'm so stressed out about the entire weekend. On Friday a friend wants to go out eating, so I can't have anything all day so I can eat smth at the restaurant (I still have to work that's gonna be hell) Saturday bday party of a friend 🥲 lots of people and lots of food

Wieiad: 956 calories - burned: 211 102g carbs, 36g protein, 38g fat Steps: 7,081

@AndRelapseAgain Literally That's sadly why I mostly just isolate myself, but I want to try to somewhat of a life rn :((( I hate that it's always about food

@itsbreaddddd having some social life events while actively being in restriction/struggling with ed is the worst, why is it always food related ¿¿

So I need to buy snacks for Sunday tomorrow. Probably a glass of pickles and smth else idkkk I'm stressed

Sunday I'll meet up with a friend & need to try to bring some snacks that I can have without ruining everything. They're also making food & I'll try not to have anything of it, but I don't want to be suspicious (they know about my ed, but they don't know that I'm still struggling

@BringYrselfDown Of course 🥺🫶🏻

@BringYrselfDown I feel this 😭 Like I see people with the same BMI and I'm like: they look so much smaller???

Wieiad: 976 calories - burned: 232 97g carbs, 37g protein, 43g fat Steps: 8,103

My boyfriend gave me his old charge 6 🧡 he doesn't use it anymore yay And it's my favourite colour so double win!!

Changed my header and pfp Cuz Coraline is one of my biggest special interests since I'm 8 y.o. 🖤

@ItzMikyou Yayyy

IM GOING LILAC APPARENTLY!! thank you for all the advice 💙 we love purple in this page

@claudycalories Ahh I love the mincemeat sweater 🥹🩷 it's so cute

shopping in the kids section pt.2

I was BMI 19 for the first time in my entire life I was underweight my entire life yk I just want to have a normal life, as normal it can be when you're autistic. I want to enjoy things, but I'm scared and feel invalid and and and

I hate this so much I love food I love chocolate I LOVE bread But all I do is cry, because if I eat what I like and the amount I want and not my ed influencing it: I gain weight

I'm feeling absolutely miserable. Now that I lost a bit of weight I get more compliments??? So I'm only pretty when I'm starving? Would people still like me if I recover and gain weight or maybe even get fat??? Why are people only nice to me when I'm suffering?

Wieiad: 994 calories - burned: 225 116g carbs, 41g protein, 36g fat Steps: 7,864

@ItzMikyou Purple 💜 maybe?

i want to change hair color give me ideas pls !! 💙

@BringYrselfDown Don't be so hard on yourself 🫂

Wieiad: 1,504 calories - burned: 53 158g carbs, 51g protein, 67g fat Steps: 1,836 Details in ALT