max! ˖ִ ִ࣪𖤐 (-11/25lbs)

⛧ 𝕵𝖚𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖈𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖇𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉 ⛧ ₊⊹₊⋆ ☠︎︎ ⋆₊ ⊹ ꒰🧵 for #edrtwt ꒱

she didn’t show up ☹️ very unlike her but a mega bummer

my dietician is 20 minutes late and i’m sad bc i was gonna tell her i wanna actually start harm reduction and increasing for real :(

today is day one of not logging calories in an app in attempt to be less miserable pray for me

˖ ࣪ ִ𖤐 monday || 06/08⛧. ݁₊ —✮ intake: 350 —✮ steps: 17.3k —✮ workout: 15min pilates ─── ⋆⋅ ♱ ⋅⋆ ───

⛧ 𝕵𝖚𝖓𝖊 𝖆𝖈𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖇𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉 ⛧ ₊⊹₊⋆ ☠︎︎ ⋆₊ ⊹ ꒰🧵 for #edrtwt ꒱

@tauntifer ty 😭 trying to ignore the voice that says i’m failing lol

@maxcals666 I BELIEVE IN U W MY WHOOOLE HEART

i think i’m gonna start trying to increase fr this time. like, eat consistent meals and shit. i’m so tired of fighting w my dietician and the ed

˖ ࣪ ִ𖤐 sunday || 06/07 ⛧. ݁₊ —✮ intake: 430 —✮ steps: 16.8k —✮ workout: 10min pilates ─── ⋆⋅ ♱ ⋅⋆ ───

i can’t decide what to omad and my imaginary cal limit dropped back to 250 so im just considering fasting atp 😭

this was funnier in my head

i feel like im acting “woke” saying this . . i dont like how comfortable some of y’all on here are with recommending others to vape or smoke to supress appetite

@petal_daydream thanks! :)

@maxcals666 happy belated birthday!!!! ✨

birthday omad !! . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ 06/07 🎉 ✮ turkey w veg ~ 280c ✮ diet root beer float ~ 150c today sucked but i let myself have real ice cream for the first time in months, only spiraling a little bit. i was alone all day so i spent a lot of money for a dopamine hit

sometimes I think about my childhood and realize im never going to get another one and then I get sad

my third eye squinted open a little reading this

can’t wait for the day i go from averagespo to thinspo

my ed logic is like below maintenance calories: 😊😁💞 at or slightly above maintenance: waste of time worthless fucking day

@KJensen64624 real

Is this a safe space to admit i only drink 600~ml of liquid/day

I can’t wait to be at my goal bmi so I can maintain (lie)

@petal_daydream i’m sorry :( i’m getting divorced rn too and this shit sucks, here if you need a friend!!

walked aimlessly for 2 hours straight while talking to my parents on the phone informing them that their daughter is getting divorced. entered an alternative fckjng reality

once u do hard drugs, weed feels so underwhelming