Zar shedtwt

RAZZ OF SHEDTWT! (formerly zar) ✎ she / they, 2010 ✎ MDD, EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD #edtwt #shtwt #shedtwt #kleptotwt

i want to eat bro im not even hungry i just want to eat but i dint wanna waste my mums money on food i will just puke out or spit

i am at a constant war with my thoughts i really want to recover but i dont wanna gain weight though i will finally have freedom theres so many things i wanna eat but i cant and everything is screaming at me

forgot to post yesterday total 577 burnt 200 net 377

theres so many good things here but i cant break my fast yet omg

@starvclaud its like that bro they think its cool 💀💀

WTF is the science with all my irls suddenly “not eating” bc theyre “just not hungry” THE SECOND i open up about my ed…

i have to wait here for 1hr plus omg

js a depressed ho

EXCUSE ME WHAY THE FUCK

@wishiwashanging drew me !!

imma just leave it here for anyone who needs this

i wld be drinkimg eberyday and probably be an alcoholic if alc was really low in cals

i can do this i will reach my gw

its 240 i cant sleep

the last time i purged jt was a qhole big fat pack of doritos and bread it was terrible

its been forever since i purged but ii need that scale to go down

im going to start purging again im going un emetephobia myself

will be going for the 58min straight walk w only 2 turns but ill probably be drenched in sweat by the time j reach cause kf the mfing sun

bro i wanna sleep rn but tell me why the lax are just NOW kicking in

so what ill do is i dont bring my ezlink just ic for registration and boom ill have to walk 240c