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looking for mutuals 18 i have arfid (suspected) + schizoaffective disorder (diagnosed) just want a space to vent about this i enjoy cute things and video games !! i will follow back anyone, especially if you’re also schizospec #edtwt #shtwt #988twt

@sleepheadless It's the same answer to how does anyone survive being in jail for 20 years or lifetime

How does anyone survive having zero friends can anyone relate

@AEn1ma__ This is my favorite hobby

@sleepheadless yeah its called making parasocial internet friendships that vanish in around a week

@sleepheadless It's an episodic kind of pain that only hurts when you remember it's there, like waking up mid-surgery. You don't always feel lonely. It's weird.

@pulpybrain This is a very beautiful way of putting it

@daddyjahy Yes

@sleepheadless Ao3

@ChrisWinters_CA Ohh, sorry, it just came off weird because im schizophrenic, so I thought you were referring to me, now I understand though

@sleepheadless Sorry you're doing through this. I wasn't implying anything, just answering the post. I have it so I survive without friends because I just prefer not having any.

@daddyjahy Does fanfiction count

@sleepheadless Read a book

@ChrisWinters_CA disorder on account of the fact that I am struggling with schizophrenia first and foremost. Thank you though

@ChrisWinters_CA I Definitely have schizophrenia, if it were just szpd I wouldn’t be hallucinating and delusional and the medication they gave me wouldn’t work. I have considered that I may also be schizoid, but my therapist and psychiatrist aren’t too eager to diagnose me with a personality

I feel like I am made of spikes and sharp objects and I repel people away

I’m noticing I am manic lately

@daddyjahy What if you’re straight edge

@sleepheadless It’s easy just smoke weed all day

@TheRar_801 @sertindole Thanks passive aggressive commenter

@sleepheadless @sertindole Skill issue

@Yozendesu Language barrier but I feel the same way, Completely empty

@sleepheadless bom, você basicamente não "vive" ou "sobrevive" você literalmente não sente nada, um completo vazio por dentro (pelo menos eu me sinto assim)

@ReyAlinTheBunny @sertindole It is kind of hard due to the fact I have a mood disorder

@sleepheadless @sertindole maybe stop being so fucking dry

@AdvanceWarsSimp I have one friend who I constantly get into arguments with, I feel so fucking bad but I antagonize them so much

@sleepheadless My therapist tells me that I need to stop hanging out with people I feel inclined to belittle. Idk how to make friends with people I admire because I think I'm not worthy of them. I have shit friends because I'm a shit person

Is anyone else on here kind of an objectively bad and cruel person and is aware of it and doesn’t know what to do

No idea why this got so many likes but if you’d like to be my friend be my friend

@Rik2283 Well yeah I know people don’t like me that’s kind of the entire point of what im saying

@sleepheadless just knowing how dry are lets you know what people think about you

@sertindole Twinnnn

@sleepheadless yeah me either i get scared of people