LALA ☆ SHEDTWT

bye!!!💤 #988twt #suicide #suicidetwt

why does this FUCKING EARTH KEEP ME HERE EVERYTIME I TRY TO LEAVE ALWAYS “FATE” PROTECTING ME

no one will be surprised when i do it

i need to die i need to die theres nothing more for me in this life theres not evan a me

@moldbreado_o came home i got screamed at for an hour about every horrible thing about myself im fully aware of

@whatthebootee Are u safe oomf??

okay so my stepdad is making my mother think im trying to ruin her life this is the only text im gonna share, she doesnt want me to come home

i want to stab myself

what if i take all the medication on my noghtstand right now and my boyfriend wouldnt even know

why does cutting people off online turn into being cyberstalked for the next 2 years

what doesn’t kill you makes you sit like this at 3am

i wanna pop pills so bad

sometimes i wish i could remember more about when i was hospitalized i was living a nightmare i like to think of that time in my life as a big nope

right outside of the room i was in they had a vending machine full of celsius and my mom has always gotten me the peach one, i only liked it at first cuz it tasted like my cart LMAO but now ive grown to just like it #characterdevelopment

you know every time ive been to the er theyve always put me in the same exact room i know that section like the back of my hand lmao

dont have a mentally ill mother if she doesnt physically beat you shes gonna gut you inside out #justhappened gonna kill myself

i admitted to him my dad left as a kid and hes my father figure and he got a little emotional

ugly sobbing my favorite teach had a very anti suicide talk to me and blagh.

taking all these later, goodbye twitter 🕊️🕊️🕊️

okay so any idea of me not killing mysel has been cancelled bye ladies!!

i snuck out yo the bathroom idk if they notiiiceeeeed there better be someone in big stall please im panicking rn

hey oomfs that like my posts do you guys think i shpuld try to get diagnosed i feel like this is more then mdd