Akapiru ☧ ♰@Akapiru
We are desperately trying and have been for almost two decades now. Trump's first term was our first real punch back against this stupid perverted ideology that will destroy families and children! Please Japanese people, do NOT fall for the false song of "gender" by believing you can become something you can never be. A man will always die as he lives: his father's son.
It's difficult for Americans to speak about this subject to the Japanese because we don't want to expose you to the horrors of what's happening but want prevent you from falling into the abyss. It's a fine line between showing you the abyss but not letting the abyss stare back at you. We can handle that part for you.
This is a candid forum post from an American man who destroyed his family by absolving his duty as patriarch to pursue a delusion that he can be a woman because he thought the grass was greener on the other side, completely veering his family to death and destruction.
It reads,
"Six years ago, at the same time that the trans craze took off, my son came out as "trans". Now me and my wife are from a small, Iowa farming community, made up of conservative farming families, and we were no different, minus the conservative part. My wife, and I were very progressive, so our twelve year old son coming out as a girl, wasn't upsetting to us, and we supported his transition one hundred percent, however, our then fourteen year old daughter did not, and ran to tell our extended family, which led to us being ostracized. I haven't spoken to my brother, sisters, or parents since 2013.
At the time, we got our son on puberty blockers, my wife and I, probably to deal with what was actually deep rooted fear, wanted to prove our support, so we became "trans" as well, and almost immediately after, we began to realize what we'd done, but it wouldn't be up until a year ago, that we finally faced it.
A year ago my son, of whom was experiencing deep regret, and depression, asked why me and his mother would allow a dumb CHILD to harm themselves like we did. After this, I took a long look in the mirror, literally, and saw a fucking loser staring back. I was a grown man, who looked like a grown man, with a wig to cover my bald patch, and disgusting estrogen tits. I had a massive ego death.
Recently, I went to the doctor who approved my son's surgery, to ask if he could reverse his transition, and the doc said it was too dangerous, and said that all I could do was purchase black market testosterone, for my son, and I. The reality, however, is that it was too late. My son's brain never developed, and his brittle bones fused together, in several joints. Nothing could reverse what he'd become, but I got him on T (testosterone), anyway.
Last month, he had a severe stroke. An eighteen year old, who stopped growing at twelve, only five feet tall (152 cm), who still plays with children's toys, and knows he's fucked, because of what I allowed.
After my son had a stroke, my wife died of a heart attack, because our older bodies were too weak to handle the physical strain we put upon them, and coupled with the heartbreak, she gave up. My daughter hasn't been with us since she was fourteen, and moved in with my brother and his wife, refusing to speak to us, ever again. I bring her up , because she committed suicide last night, from all the pain I brought upon us. She lost her entire family to some horrendous fad. This last part is also why I'm posting this.
As of today, I realized that the boring conservative farmer life, was the best thing we had. We may have been bland, but we were a happy family, and now I have nothing. It's just me, and a son that I made retarded, who can hardly walk, or talk, anymore, and was already a dummy, from the hormones. I destroyed my family. Let this be a warning, to all of you, don't fall for this shift.
Yeah, that's my goofy, loser ass, in the picture. I'm so embarrassed. I wish God would just come down and punish me for what I did."
(Reply asks what poster wanted from others reading and replying to his post)
"I want it to be a warning. I miss my old life, sitting with a beer by the fire, while my wife knits, and my lovely daughter plays piano, while my boy tells us about his day. It's gone. My wife and daughter are dead, and my son will go soon, too. He knows it. I know it. After that, I'll be a physically maimed, dumb ass, with no one, sitting on a couch, all alone, in a midwestern style home, in a boring living room, waiting to die, myself.
I mean god damn, I can't even go outside, anymore. I'm a laughing stock. I don't even know how I went so long without seeing what everyone else saw, or how my coworkers didn't lynch me. I lost all my friends, and just doubled down harder, and harder, each time. It's sad.
"I don't dress like a woman, anymore. The first picture was me from a while ago. Here's one from last year, where I doubled down, one last time."
"Here he is. God, just look at his eyes. He tried so hard to, and still tries, sometimes to be a girl, and pretend that he isn't a mutilated freak, full of loathing, and regret."
(Reply asks how long he has been using the forum)/
"A few months now. I found several sites to discuss this stuff, but I was ignored, or ostracized. This site seems to be the best. It took me a while to post, though, because I thought there were a lot of hackers here, that could trace me, because I'm an uneducated old man."
