‘cause here on earth, it feels like everything good is missing since you left
and here on earth, everything’s different, there’s an emptiness
i hope you’re dancing in the sky 💚
something about seeing a single dad shop for his daughter at a boutique for Christmas just fills my eyes up with tears and makes me miss seeing my dad do that for me and my sister 🥺
4 years ago I called my mom crying saying “but i’m not even going to graduate until 2023 I don’t think I can do it” I cried in my freshman dorm room for 2 weeks straight i’m not lying. Today was my last day of class & I graduate next weekend. what a full circle moment 🥲💚🎓
all of this to say- it’s going to be really hard and life is going to throw so much at you, more than you think you can handle. I promise if you want it bad enough YOU CAN accomplish anything you put your mind to.
i woke up this morning with the same feelings i woke up to a year ago. Shock, emptiness, disbelief, numbness, and heartbreak. my dad was the glue of my family and life is so hard without him. I think of you when I think about forever. I love you, dad 💚 we miss you.
grief never goes away. the loss of someone’s presence simply becomes easier to accept with time. just because you accept this loss, it doesn’t mean it hurts less. things will remind you of them - it’s okay to cry or feel sad no matter how long it’s been.