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__________________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ ┊ ⋆ ┊ . ┊ ┊ #edtwt #drugtwt ♡ ┊ ┊⋆ ┊ . name: Iya ┊ ┊ ⋆˚  age: 20         ✧. ┊  disordered/using since      ⋆ ★ age 15 ૮๑ˊᯅˋ๑ა gw: 100lbs lw: 87lbs ( ˶˘ ³˘)♡ ᵏᵖᶦⁿˢ

@MEGAARN_ WOOO, WORK YOUR SHIT GIRLIE!!!

@IyaRotting I’ve been doing that lately! Actually I went out and bought a push up bra the other day and I really like it lol. Not sure when I’m gonna wear it tho.

too weird, too fat, too loud, too much

@kaane0 1000-1300 but I'm on day 2 of staying under 1000

#edtwt what’s your average intake (if you’re comfortable with sharing :))

@moomoomeadowz28 I went to a pub (I live in Boston) and talked with so many random Scottish people! I had to ask why they were drinking if the game wasn't for another 8 hours lol. Boston is having fun too, we love them

i’m so jealous of everyone who went to boston… i honestly couldn’t give a shit about football but the vibes look amazing. boston is currently more scottish than scotland 💀

Look what I made!! (I got this tray at a yard sale)

@kzwonboa me too girl 💀

a cada 3 meses meu psicólogo ouve esse papo torto meu aqui

@MEGAARN_ Allow yourself to wear fem clothes! This is obviously a vent post, but you really have to push past the discomfort. Allow yourself to feel it and continue anyways

@IyaRotting I’m a trans guy and I like to dress up feminine sometimes, up until just recently I’ve felt like this whenever I tried to dress full fem. It’s why I almost never look feminine when I go outside. I feel like a failed girl when I do.

@NeruScythe im so sorry :( I'm glad you're doing better now <3

@IyaRotting my mom nvr lt me embrace it and shed always sexualize me for just doing girly things or wanting basic things girls have im pushinf her out of my life now and embracing it and I slowly feel better

@doIIh0us3 I get that. I was never accepted into girls' friend groups as a kid, so I was keen on denying femininity. Really, I just felt left out. Built a lot of internalized misogyny

For me it feels like it’s rejected me despite me embracing it my whole life

@cody_drew_ and even when you do "learn" it, it's still feels like a costume and you're doing one big LARP

@IyaRotting I suddenly realized I can’t braid my hair, style it with a hair claw, can’t apply the most simple make up and my fashion sense is shit. I feel like I’m trying to cosplay femininity and failing miserably

@terrorful79301 silent hill vibes. Might just be the filter, but ur hair and the lack of leaves r giving horror game protagonist vibes (pos)

@caffeinecoded the fact that edtwt "celebrities" exist at all is lowk insane

Like some of y'all were never actually fat, and it shows, but I get it. This is a super amazing and fun disorder, after all, and we're all delusional

i don't know why the comments r disagreeing with them. As a fat kid in the 2010s, I also thought Megan Trainor wasn't fat. Not compared to the people in my family or ME. Obviously, now I've had this super amazing and fun disorder for years, and I think almost everyone is "fat" 😐

trazadone and melatonin combo worked too fast and I woke up at 2am and ate some fruit. technicallyyyyy I was supposed to have the fruit last night so I'm counting it as yesterday's cals. 940kcal totally for yesterday, lowest in a while because I have a crush on a russian guy 💀

@yunaguts19 YES! IT'S A LIVING ORGAN AND AS LONG AS YOU'RE STILL GROWING, IT GROWS AND CHANGES WITH YOU!

@IyaRotting OMG I DIDNT KNOW IT COULD TIGHTEN

How to stop bingingೃ⁀➷ Tips from a girl who has been bmi 14 and 41 ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ 🧵 for #edtwt #ricecaketwt #sh3dtwt

@yunaguts19 I do have loose skin! But I'm also only 20. If you maintain a relatively low weight for a while and focus on eating protein, slowly the skin will tighten

@IyaRotting Did you have any loose skin and if not how?

Heart monitor era!! also apparently I grew 3cm? and then the cardiologist offhandedly said my low blood pressure was normal because I am "petite" 🤭

hello I would like to quickly flex the dinner i made

@ollaparva when I was younger I could do sub 1000kcals easily. Now I just can't. I got shit to do. Even now eating 1100-1300kcals, I feel like shit. But at least I can walk 16K steps a day and haven't fainted yet

I'm so serious how in god's name do people here tolerate eating under 1k cals every single day I don't get it is my body just a weakling man??