‍ ‍ 𝖒𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝖉𝐞 𝖗𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐬

the first thing god made is love. then comes blood, and the thirst for it.

let’s hate things together

"look at me, son. it's not your fault." "i know." "it's not your fault." "i know." "no, no, you don't. it's not your fault. it's not your fault."

it  wasn't  his  fault,  it  was  my  fault  for  letting  him  go,  it  was  my  fault  for  letting  him  go.

i would eat my way into perdition to taste you.

ᅟᅟᅟ𝚂𝙲𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙼ᅟᅟᵀ͟ᴼᅟ╱ᅟ𝕃𝒊VEᅟ.

did i live with you in a past life? was i your lifelong partner? is that why the idea of losing you torments me so much? how long have i been without you?

lord, i no longer believe in anything but the way he holds my name between his teeth.

you made me promise i wouldn’t leave three years ago ; yet i’ve been waking up to an empty bed for two.

some men do not earn the love of their sons.

⠀⠀ ❨ bounding through their home with all the grace of a bull in a china shop. goodbye, horrible antique vase that is still younger than the pair of them. ❩ ⠀⠀

would she hear me if i called her name? / would she hold me if she knew my shame?