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Aphrin Avalis ๐ฌ๐ธ
@aphrinavalis
Organized crime boss with some extra time. \ Guitarist \ Founder @lotustidemusic \ ใ่ข ! ่ฆช็ถ ! \ https://t.co/hif6CUVJUF
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์ผ Mayฤฑs 2024
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@Inumation @Naofaroo Beautiful animation work Inu! โ
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@OyunOrka The sky designs in each of these illustrations are beautiful เดฆเตเดฆเดฟ(ยด ห ` )
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@rein_haku ! (โข - โข ) || โงเดฆเตเดฆเดฟ(ยด ห ` )
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@PiperPermit There will never be anyone as unique as you, your future friends will feel that once you accept them into your life๐ค
The way you treat your community, it's only a matter of time until that kindness pours over into potential Vtuber friends
You're never alone, much love to you๐ค
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i'm sorry for the late night rant but i really need to get this off of my chest... i'll probably delete this when i wake up
i've been vtubing/streaming for about a year which is generally a short amount of time compared to the many others who've been vtubing for years. i remember starting out, i had so many plans and ideas that i couldn't wait to do. so many of them involved a vtuber friend in some way, shape, or form. i so badly wanted a vtuber friend to grow with, someone who could relate with me and share in the upcoming struggles that would eventually come our way.
fast forward to almost a year now and i'm still friendless. i can't help but feel so unwanted and alone. my community has been the only thing keeping me sane but i feel like my frustrations and stress from not having a vtuber friend has been affecting them. it's just so lonely not having someone who can relate with me. it's like i'm stuck crying to myself while watching others have fun with their friends. i unironically look at people collab and talk about their vtuber friends on stream thinking "i wish that was me..."
and every time i have these thoughts i spiral into a horrible series of self-deprecating thoughts like "no one wants you" or "you don't offer enough to even be considered a friend." i'm just so lost and confused at what to do. i wish someone could explain to me what i have to do to make a vtuber friend because moving along like i'm okay keeping every single thought to myself has been eating away at me so so much.
i'm not burnt out from vtubing either, it's literally my lifeline. i love having people to talk with, i love having a community who supports me despite how weird i might be, i just wish i didn't rely on them so much for everything. i'm so sorry for being pathetic, i'm so sorry for being a failure of an oshi, i'm just so desperate that it's been driving me insane. i'm sorryy i promise i'll do my best to be better
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@Inumation Wishing you the greatest of luck Inu๐คYou got this
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@PiperPermit ๅคงไธๅคซใงใใใใใชใใฎๆฐๆใกใๅ
ฑๆใใฆใใใฆใใใใจใใใใใพใใใใใซ็ฉไบใใใพใใใใใจใ้กใฃใฆใใพใใใใคใ๐ค
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I'm sorry for the messy stream schedule this past and coming week... I just haven't been feeling okay and, even though I really want to stream today, I fear my sad weirdo potato thoughts will leak into stream so I've decided to postpone stream today to tomorrow...
I'm sorry that I've been slightly dipping into a menhera mindset but please know that I'm trying my best to remain composed and stable. I promise I will get better soon so we can get back to yapping about funny subjects instead of my sad and mopey feelings.
I'll also take this time to announce that I'll be busy again this coming Sunday, and with the horror movie community night being on Saturday in the server, I will have to move Sunday's stream to this Friday. So the new schedule for this week will be streams at 6pm EST Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, I'll of course update everyone on stream about the temporary change in schedule. I'm really sorry again for being all over the place but please know that, as of right now, streams are the only thing I have to look forward to so I will never leave anyone in the dark or behind. I'll see you all tomorrow!!
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@an_zhong006 Your artstyle is gorgeous, the lighting around the face & eye coloring really pull me in๐ฆข
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@neutral_rin And you will Rin-Chan, ๆฐธ่ฟไธ่ฆๆพๅผไฝ ๆๅ็ไปปไฝไบๆ
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@PiperPermit @BNMotive ใใใฏใใฉใผใคใณใใฃใผใฒใผใ ใฎใทใผใณใฟใใใงใใญใใจใฆใใฏใผใซใงใ๏ผ
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My new starting soon animation was made by @BNMotive !! Please give them a look-see, their art is amazing!! ๐
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@azuma_tou ใดใงใปใณใใใชใใฎVtuberใขใใซใฏ็ด ๆดใใใใงใ๏ผ
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@shiya_tan00 @alissya_03 ใใใงใฎๆญๅฃฐใฏ็ด ๆดใใใใงใใญใใใใใใใๅ
ฑๆใใฆใใใฆใใใใจใ๏ผ
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โช*. ใใไผใใชใใชใใฆ่จใใชใใง .*โช
็็ๆดป - @alissya_03 & @shiya_tan00 Cover
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bit.ly/Shinseikatsu_Sโฆ
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We poured our hearts into this so please check it out!!!!!!! <3

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Domo๐
ใใฆใคใซใ ๆๆณฅๆฃ | Acoustic Cover by Aphrin Avalis & @shiya_tan00 out now!
Link: youtube.com/watch?v=RL3SHOโฆ
Illustration: @nekipret
Music Video: @Iza_machi

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