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looking skinnier now (at BMI 21.6) than i was at my lw (BMI 18.2) i was skinny fat 🙂

i swear theres a difference omg ( before is the one with the yellow bracelet)

how it feels to post when you have less than 1k followers on here

even looser now 😭😭 its so worth ittttt

so sad that my miss me jeans barely fit anymore 😒😒😒

likee im not complaining im just rlly confused

how do i mage to keep getting taller even tho im constantly startving myself… makes no sense

like once a month i think about how people eat some foods to get full even though they dont like them… and i wonder ,,, why mot just dont eat if ur not going to enjoy it🧐🧐🧐

Im in shanghai!

whenever i feel like binging i i think about my hallway crush watching me do it. immediately the feeing goes away 😏

How reminiscing about your lw feels even though it was hell in reality

When other restrictive ed people binge it’s because their body is fighting for survival and is in dire need of any kind of sustenance, but when I binge it’s because I wasn’t strong enough to have any self control

when someone is trying to have a conversation with me but im 26 hours into a fast

ugh i wanna be slightly underweight SO badly, like that’s so freaking cute. it’s not ultra thin but it’s slightly thinner than normal thin and you can still have a good health with it, god that’s the dream 😩

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i hate when im drinking my diet dr pepper and i start choking on the thick bubbles in my throat. does this happen to anyone else 😭

after a plateau that lasted nearly 2 months. i have finally lost 4 lbs. omfg i thought it would never happen ❤️❤️

guess who just 5000 cals from rollerblading 💁‍♀️

anorexia is so boring i swear all you can do is starve and sit around waiting for the next day to hopefully lose 0.2 grams

i have lost FIVE inches on my thighs im so unbelievably happy rn