cyberspacedweller

lowkey jealous of the four astronauts that left the earth

My creepy crawly phobia is genuinely debilitating. It sounds silly but i would feel less constricted and closer to nature without it

I hope one day I won't have to say one day

the only thing in life i’ve had to look forward to for years now is getting to sleep. and now i cant even comfortably do that. ugh.

Atleast a fish out of water syndrome has given me the ability to mediate and adapt, like a cold and lonesome little chameleon. My reptile brain is thriving maybe one day I'll evolve wings

The is no way to fix my mood right now. All I can do is to ignore what this STUPID BIOLOGICAL body and its chemicals make me into and try to go on regardless. Oh I so so so wish I was just a counciousness. Ghosts have it easy.

the more I want something, the more it eludes me, what's the point of wanting?

the song orange country got me in the feels

I had a dream that I was sailing and then a sea witch tried to lure me in to drown me but we ended up falling in love instead. it was so nice

Y'all, if you're looking for something wholesome to watch, watch Hoppers! It was so good

I'm slowly starting to forget the lyrics to my favorite sad songs and I'm not entirely sure if that's a good thing or not

Why does everything feel like a situation

It’s so fun playing fetch with my cat

Flooded my system with coffee again

Asserting my needs sometimes makes me feel so guilty that it drives me to the point of nausea 😔

What’s your next move

my life is a series of absurdities

i wish i knew where that backbone of mine went. i could really use it right now ngl

wow…but this not xolo tho?

Just woke up but can’t wait to go back to sleep again in the night