im sometimes scared or actually curious about how many years do people think i'll be on this earth, and did someone ever go with a "oh yeah hes gonna die young" when they saw me 😓😓😓 i ALWAYS speculate on how long will my close ones live on earth. is it a bad thing or no
im so scarsd that other people consider me as aggressive or unaproachable. ik im not (maybs)) (who knows) (ill consider it) (theres a 50/50 chance that i am) UgrhHhGGHHRGHHH
its so scary that people sometimes think about you and talk about you. i wonder what are the real intentions that other have for me, and what way do they tjink that i think and sbnd
i have a wet fantasy of me being the worst in school and every1 will hate me but will not touch me or anything and i'll be alone and and and and annnnd