i told him last night that i havent been this depressed in years and he's barely talked to me today and has not asked how i am at all why doesnt he fucking care
barely gotten out of bed in two days and i told my bf and he just doesnt care he could come and see me and help me but of course not why would i expect him to prioritise me ever
i've unintentionally been fasting for over 24 hours because i've been so depressed and also vyvanse lmfaoo, also i'm back to 71.6kg so i'll be at back at my lw in no time surely
it's unfathomable to me that there's people who just never think about food. the only time they think about it is when they're hungry and then they make a normal sized meal and are satisfied til the next one. it's insane to me i wish i was like that
ive been seeing a lot of "no ones naturally skinny they just eat less" YES. I WISH I COULD NATURALLY EAT LESS. i wish i could just eat a normal amount and be thin and not even think about it