kix

I just want to curl up in a ball and hide but I’ve got to go to Easter Sunday brunch

Drinking is so contradictory to losing weight what the fuck am I doing?

So scared for my appointment Monday

I feel like my therapist might give up on me if I don’t make more progress

@justshutupliz Looks so goooood

carrot cake ice cream sandwich + iced banana cream latte

Today was crazy at work I’m so sick of ppl I don’t wanna work tomorrow

@justshutupliz Yeah that is so crazy to me I can’t imagine!! Mad props!!

@kixbrain thank you this shit is really hard some days i can’t lie. in my head im freaking out bc i looked at my stomach but the. i have to go help muffin clean his teeth

i’m having a meltdown about my body and i still gotta be mom for a couple more hours lol

@bluberrybones That sounds amazing!!

@kixbrain it was a key lime pie martini!!! so good actually

dwink

I feel like I’m gonna be so ugly at a low weight like I’m drinking and restricting and I just feel like I’m gonna end up ugly and bloated and I just don’t care anymore because all I think I’m going for now is killing ms in a less direct way

I’m already scared to go to therapy on Monday like what do you mean I am still just drinking my life away and it’s already Thursday again and I still haven’t journaled instead of drinking yet like pls it’s not enough time

@rottingfruits You’re looking thinner the more you post to me honestly. Hope you can try to ease up on yourself 💗

tw bc I feel like ive gained so much weight :(

@Zoalfcedancers This is so good!

one of my most recent pieces! <3

@dinocoffeequeen It’s a crazy reality to live when you have an ed and can’t afford food

I have such a weight loss advantage rn, I’m poor af and can’t afford food😀

@lightlykat I love it

@bleedlex Mine get itchy from time to time!!

random ass question but have any of yall ever had one nipple just be extremely itchy bc I’m paranoid about it like wtf could this be. it’s not like red looking or anything just itchy

@strauberryju Happy you’re ok!! Here if you need

So scared I forgot to log this last drink that I’m almost positive I JUST MIGHT be logging an extra drink which is such bullshit

Popcorn shrimp night and I’ll still be in a good deficit everything is gonna be good for me good things happen to me