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rotating between disorder or this order

sometimes thoughts of taking my own life feel like the only option out there to escape the pain

In addition to being gentle and caring i am very neurotic and high strung. This is endearing to the right person i’m sure

@noolioo i’m spam buying this set until i pull another chase card 😩

@meshuuga SHOW HITS >< i love this set sm ugh

impulsively purchased another pack while broke, having ice soup tonight

bloodborne if it was good

these amazon fairy lashes i bought are so pretty I’m never changing lash styles ever again

i’m so pessimistic but optimistic at the same time, definitely never going to stop working on a creating a better life for myself

@sunk1ssdd spamming all your accs HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY

i really did raise an ipad baby huh

you are barking up the Right tree. i love you

@ElGoatino 😵‍💫

@meshuuga There's only one way out of this dont be like this guy

headache so strong i can’t move, no good pulls from my expensive pack, no money, no loved ones, no reason to live

got a canvas and some acrylic paint i’m about to make some bullshit

@paranoiacityy gambling and retail therapy all in one 🤤

i wanna be thanked and praised for being alive just like nico robin

i wish i could wake up one day and start loving myself but it’s hard work, i’m doing everything that i can to learn how