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ᛝ edtwt re-brand .ᐟ　 ˚ ๑ . riri / angel 🪽 20 they / them ⠀ audhd + bpd . ୨୧ ꒰ gw ; 40kg ugw ; 38kg ꒱ ໒ pro - recovery ᡴ nsfw will be blocked .

@xst8rss aa thank u!?? rly i dont do anything n im trying to make a habit of working out to tone up actually bc i don't see it but thank u ❤️

@miffaits You are so toned it's impressive

what bmi do i look ? please honesty . i havent been tracking consistently for months .. & i know i havent lost / only gained

@yeet80085 oh damn . weird bc i dont consider myself muscular 😭 to me im sorta,, “soft” & im starting to work out again to tone up . but its ok!

@miffaits Sorry, it’s hard to tell cause you’re so muscular, and muscle throws that off

@profrail im 5’1 ☹️☹️ & whaoaw?? u must hav body dysmorphia but thank u TT i hope we can both get past the struggles & live a good life

@miffaits idk how tall u are but i would guess bmi 16-17? we have similar builds and i'm around there w/ the same struggles 🫂💔

@onyxcals @jcarterpoker omg thank u i didnt even check this account until now :( i think im just gonna restart nd give ppl a new account i hav way 2 many creeps blocking me it sucks . also its my PUBIC hair thats poking out like that men r actually so stupid 😭

@jcarterpoker @miffaits She is my friend ffs get help

unfortunately one day i will have to admit the fact that i will never look exactly like the thinspo i save cus they are genetically blessed with small bone structures but until then ♥︎

despite me bawling my eyes out and opening up about my disorder. it sucks . yes, please tell the person trying to recover that youre on a diet and you ""binged"" on 1500 calories <\33 i really dont think i can stand the thought of bein a healthy weight ever . bmi 16-17 is safer

haven't been tracking until now n idk how accurate my scale is w my hormones out of wack rn . ik i come on every so often & say "oh im locking in" but really ive been fighting my hardest to not, bc life is better when i dont give in but .. i give up . my irls are triggering me ..

people who say eating over 1000 cals isnt disordered dont realize that after having a restrictive eating disorder for years on end its either adapt or die . you can eat 400 cals a day all u want as a teen but dont expect to do the same as an adult without ruining your entire life

can't wait to be so skinny so i can say annoying shit like "i struggle to gain weight. 🥺🥺🥺"

I want to be so thin that people treat me like I'm fragile

remembering whn a random college girl told me she was a recovered anorexic but was like “i think we r a similar size tho” whn im literally uw kind of ruined my perception of myself like do i rly look healthy

@Lil__Sapling THANKK YEWW 😭😭😭ITS SO DIFFICULT

@miffaits MED SCHOOL QUEENIE!!!

idek why i still have this account up im eating normally nd fluctuating between the same 2-3 lbs like am i even disordered im BARELY underweight but im trying my hardest to get all As this time around bc i genuinely want to go to med school

like adderall is literally baby meth and kills ur appetite

so im being assessed for adhd & my evaluator seems p sure i hav it soo... literally hoping i get prescribd smth 2 HELP my brain & also wl is a big bonus like ty

bruh u suck

eating is not a hobby. fill your time with anything but eating.

my Friend being the same weight nd maybe slightly skinnier than Me is triggering me like fuck please Get this weight off me fucking hell i dont Care if ive been bmi 16-17 and only recently 17-18 for years what Matters is that shes thin now & i have competition now i guess

remember angel, today is a deficit day! remember last night you were saying you’re locking in for real this time!!