my friend and i are talking about my ex and all the repressed memories about him wanting to genuinely kill me and having fantasies about me dead have resurfaced and i just feel so fucking stupid because Wow you really let that happen
i dont like omading i wana fast but i cant fucjinf fast cause i need to have a daily meal with my fuckinf damily i dont like omadinf i need to starve for days i need to feel weak i need to feel like im on the brink of collapse