Obsessively OCD

Louder for the people in the back 💗 #OneMillionStepsForOCD @iocdf

How precious you must be, that God - who forms galaxies and commands the oceans - chose to breathe life into you, because He desired you to exist.

“I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Matthew 28:20

raindrops are like music from heaven.

And as the agony pulls me down, the music pulls me back in. One more breath, it says. The words, a place of peace. The tones, a sandbar violin.

I didn't find God after the storm. I found Him standing with me in it.

And suddenly, I realized that every single thing in my life is fleeting, & only God is eternal.

Jesus is for everybody. Including you reading this

I’ve genuinely been through so much.

So tired.

one of the things I love about earth is its trees

My body is in physical pain near constantly and I think it’s due to the level of stress I’ve endured due to OCD. It feels like the flu and exhaustion that is immovable.

“I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten.” Joel 2:25

reflections of love

Transmuting pain is my favorite concept. Basically: redirecting, cultivating, and allowing for emotional processing from the energy and grief of past experiences. (Energy that we otherwise don’t know what to do with). Freeing and releasing that weight through art, creation, expression.

The Bible heals.

The seasons from my bedroom window

OCD has affected my brain so badly. Horrible experiences and memories.

—Franz Kafka, "The Diaries" (from the travel diaries, 1912)