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jax.
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jax. 리트윗함
⠀❝ alright. i'll be around
if you need me.
standing up now, she
⠀moves to the door.
thank you, again..
⠀for telling me. ❞
jax.@prankvctm
right ... that's who am i. i'll be fine enough.
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right ... that's who am i.
i'll be fine enough.
𐙚 ℛ𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘢.@L0VLYRAGD0LLY
⠀❝ okay.. you should rest, too. will you be okay on your own ? she nods. as.. a girl? of course. i mean, as long as it's what you'd like. that's.. who you are, right ? ❞
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@Rubberhose_Frog -
@#$&. sorry. i just ...
[ he messed up his talking, again. ]
sorry.
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@Rubberhose_Frog -
he JUST stood there, seeing her from behind and hearing her cry again, hearing such last sentence.
he might probably deserve to get hurt. ]
... hey.
[ he gently said, taking a deep breath. ]
i can, just come back later. if you need some space.
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@prankvctm
Today has started really odd..Caine had sent out a weird "virtual alert" which unfortunately included Jax much to his dismay. The alert was unusual, urging everyone to gather at the stage..something about an..unabstraction?
&&
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[ she's gonna start crying right away. why does she deserve this? it feels wrong, yet right. ]
okay ... okay. just- you should have some rest.
i guess you are going to be referring to me as ... you know.
𐙚 ℛ𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘢.@L0VLYRAGD0LLY
she blinks slowly, nodding. both relieved & surprised. ⠀❝ okay. good— i'm glad. i really am. & of course i'm okay with it. thank you.. for telling me & trusting me. you can take as long as you need — you still have time. and.. you're not alone. okay ? ❞
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[ it's feels like she's on a totally different scenario now, like a whole different world's open. ]
i'm *not* fine. but that's fine, i guess. there's just too much thoughts now ... i can't believe you are okay with me with what i just said.
i'll try to get better.
𐙚 ℛ𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘢.@L0VLYRAGD0LLY
nervously, she lets go of her shoulders. afraid to look away for even a second. ⠀❝ okay— okay. ⠀you're sure? you're ⠀⠀really fine? ❞
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[ jax takes a deep breath. breathe in, breathe out ... closing her eyes, relaxing her muscles. ]
i'm right here ... everything's fine. everything will be ... alright.
[ she stood still. ]
thank you ...
𐙚 ℛ𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘢.@L0VLYRAGD0LLY
⠀❝ yes, everything will be okay, but i really, 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 need you to try to calm down — ⠀c'mon,stay with me, ⠀just try to breathe. ❞ she can't lose another person, not when it finally feels like they've been able to have a 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 discussion.
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[ that last sentence. ]
why would you.
i'm an ass@$$ole like, all the times.
ℙ𝕠𝕞𝕟𝕚 𖤐⊹₊ 🎪⋆@DigitaIJester_
Whatever you need to. Or whatever comes to mind. I just... wanna hear from you again.
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[ she shaking her head. those memories about what happened sometime ago, and now, after everything's that happened, it feels like jax could explode any second.
or, was it. ]
i'm sorry-! ... i just wanna feel free.
everything's gonna be alright?
𐙚 ℛ𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘢.@L0VLYRAGD0LLY
i hear you, i know you're sorry— everything's gonna be okay.. !! ❞
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listen, i...
i'm here. what do you want me to say.
ℙ𝕠𝕞𝕟𝕚 𖤐⊹₊ 🎪⋆@DigitaIJester_
Well... I meant every word I said.
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i see ...
well, i did listen. dumb@!s.
ℙ𝕠𝕞𝕟𝕚 𖤐⊹₊ 🎪⋆@DigitaIJester_
I wasn't... Expecting anyone to be listening. I was just thinking out loud.
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[ there's something's she does know about. yet ... jax feels like if, trying hard enough to tell her, she'll listen.
she'll obviously listen. jax was completely anxious, pupils turning into a mess and her? breathing IS ABSURDLY FAST. ]
i'm sorry. I SAID THAT I'M SORRY.
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𐙚 ℛ𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘢.@L0VLYRAGD0LLY
you've done bad things, but you're not an irredeemable person— everyone deserves a chance. & it doesn't make it okay, but.. it sounds like you have reasons ⠀for.. acting the way you do. are you.. really.. sorry ? ❞
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