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um um i need more moots but omfg i put that im #drugtwt and suddenly every account that follows me is a scammer with a tele link in their bio. WHERE ARE THE REAL PEOPLE. (i am also #venttwt and slightly #edtwt but im going through it)

i wish i was 15 again

im like mentally 17 still that's the age i started losing my memory, it's been 5 years since that and i feel like nothing has changed except for the fact i've lost all my emotion to protect myself. i want to feel happy again. i want to feel wonder. everything in my life sucks.

nobody likes me everyone is so rude to me when i've done nothing wrong. why do i get laughed at it. it's so late all i do is waste every day im so tired i wake up and sleep and i just want to feel any pleasure. i want to feel normal. i want people to love me.

i want bf to break up with me and everyone to leave me so i can no longer be held to any expectations and so everyone forgets me, j want to lose everyone nothing makes me happy

i would rather feel sad than feel nothing every day

it's been 3 years in addiction nothing can make my monkey brain produce any dopamine everything is so boring i dont want to hang out with anyone i dont want to get out of bed i just want a drug that can make me feel happy like opioids used to do. why did opioids stop working?

my old classmates graduating from ivy league unis while i sit on twitter and talk about my issues

@jxlly0x0_ same my dopamine system is so broken. i tried meth 3 years ago at 19 and it was lowkey boring ngl. im just not a big stimulant person but I'll try everything else.

@jxlly0x0_ i didnt get to experience it fully since i took 5mg first and then fell asleep as the other 5mg was kicking in but it feels a little weird. it's like when youre tired and you go into that state where your thoughts are weird and youre half dreaming.

nooo i fell asleep right as the zolpidem kicked in. i had a diazepam before that too because i took 300mg dxm and i was feeling awful. didn't do anything weird luckily.

need to take a longer tolerance break from dissos. took 300mg dxm last night and i still almost felt nothing but the bad body side effects and horrible nausea. i think maybe I'll do it again in winter time since it's the most nostalgic time for me.

FUCK THESE COOKIES god damn if you put this in front of me im punching you disgusting cookies taste like they used to give this in school FFFFFFFFUCk no ong so bad

fuck out my face youre not a seal font come back ugly ass

fucking zcary ass seal what the fuck it looked so humann like dont come back br

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@jxlly0x0_ theres no way you play on that 😭 you dont cut your fingers?

hmm, diazepam? ambien? or should i just take my dxm tonight? i wanna do all. so sleepy though.

you know who you are, scamming ass quit trying to follow me

if you see someone with a tele link check their location, it will almost always say "based in cameroon" or africa.