I’m not dead, I’m just actively going through therapy, going to hospitals, to a psychologist, blah blah all that… never mind…
So I’m trying to remember how to draw, I can’t sit and draw for long or I start hating myself again…
but I’m working on it!
Small fandoms feel like a cozy kitchen with your closest friends, and big fandoms feel like a huge convention or a concert. It’s great when your favorite fandom gets bigger, but you still miss the old feeling sometimes
I feel comfortable in small fandoms, but when a fandom grows in popularity, I start to feel afraid of getting lost in it—of becoming a shadow among so many talented people.
The sense of comfort and significance fades away.
Do you feel that too sometimes?