@seakissu Baobeeeei! Semangat sayang aku doakan rezeki kamu lancar dari hal-hal yang tak terduga dan dapat pekerjaan tetap ataupun internship yang layak dan buat kamu nyaman di lingkungan kerjanya
sheer injustice of my own sacrifices. I am a ghost haunted by your ghost, entirely undone by an evergreen memory that refuses to die, even as I desperately claw my way toward survival.
Yet, a fierce, myopic possessiveness rages within this grief; I am plagued by the conviction that no one will ever revere you with the same ferocious magnitude that I did. I am caught in a torturous, ambivalent limbo praying you find a love that heals you, while weeping over the—
flaws, drowning in a pool of self-doubt. Did I not bend enough? Was my devotion too small? You dismantled my entire existence with a careless ease, ripping my confidence into fragile, jagged shards without even trying.