I want a snarky trans girl gaming youtuber to insult and laugh at me and deconstruct me I'm like a misguided and frustrating design decision. and record it
I miss the total submission of eating someone's shit straight from them. I miss getting stared at with derision afterwards. I miss the weight in my stomach and the stains on my tongue and the way my body quivers and pulses and
@SapphicDog I once ended up in a scene where I was touched kindly and softly for an hour and by the end I was convulsing away from it because treatment that had no explanation other than care felt repulsive
Subs that can take a beating until they're black and blue, but will cry and beg for mercy if you make them feel good. Gently running your hands up their waist as they whimper and pout, the vulnerability of feeling good at your touch too much for their little brain to handle.