

eva madrigal
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tbh mej masakit mapanuod yung representation mo as someone na pabigat o walang malayong narating sa buhay at nilu-look down (kahit di sadya) ng nakababatang kapatid. if anyone is wondering why the eldest child is always angry, it’s because of this. most of us are not given the opportunity to flourish in life because we have to be the substitute parents to our siblings. yung mental load and responsibilities, i wouldn’t wish for my younger siblings to carry. we grew up too fast because we were not allowed to be carefree kids. and sometimes we can’t pursue what we want because we have to think of the kids that came after us. i wanted to take up fine arts pero pag-aaralin ko kasi ang mga kapatid ko kaya kailangan kong kunin yung course na makapagbibigay sa akin ng pera in the future. and now I’m lost and angry and unhappy all the time. sana sa next life ko, bunso na lang ako haha