You may speak all the right spiritual jargon, but the test is when life bumps into you.
Do you throw the book knowledge away or do you live according to what you have understood.
It's all one big play. Ever wondered why no one told you that?
Because they want soldiers, compliant citizens, take your vaccines, raise your hand to go to the toilet and ask no questions.
One definition of Reality can be: that which does not depend on anything; that which does not change; that which is self-conscious.
The 'world' doesn’t meet any of these.
Take a deep breath. Tell thoughts that arise: 'not now'. Relax the shoulders. Stretch your jaw. Find the peace and happiness you've been seeking right under your nose.