CAPRII 🐚

saw someone my age happy

i secretly hope that when i attempt it fails, because i have a secret fantasy that people will care about me once im in hospital, like my friend attempted a while ago and alot of people from their school sent flowers, notes, etc. that'd be really nice but i dont think itll happen

my therapist after i say "i don't know" to the 109796436th question

its strange realizing ur in one of the bad periods of ur life while its actively happening. like oh this is going to leave a mark on me forever isnt it

"there are important arteries in your arms, you could seriously hurt or kill yourself"

i’m like if a corpse was high-functioning

entro a Twitter me proyecto salgo de Twitter vuelvo a entrar a Twitter me vuelvo a proyectar duermo

trying not to hit any veins/arteries while cutting feels like playing minesweeper

"y'know ur scars r permanent right?"

how it feels talking to any adults who refuse to believe that ur mentally ill

walking around as if my cuts aren’t actively bleeding into my clothes

i love fantasising about my suicide instead of doing my work

Me when the cuts I inflicted upon myself SPECIFICALLY to cause myself pain actually hurt #shtwt

como me sinto depois de demonstrar que tenho sentimentos

Just rawdogging this app with no friends or gcs Or notifs