Lily ᖭ༏ᖫྀ

telling me to do something when i’m already in the middle of doing it

At my lowest…I do not want to speak.

when you’re comfortable in bed and it starts raining:

realizing how much disrespect i tolerated just because i have a good heart

making someone laugh after they’ve cried feels weirdly human in the best way

You guys ever think about how dnp used to watch each other's liveshows from the other room and how they used to sit and watch the other person film solo vids. They're each other's Favorite Youtubers if you even care

Outfit repeater, series rewatcher, book rereader...no shame

at the end of the day im just a hopeless romantic lonely lesbian

i like my music at a volume where i can't hear you

The worst feeling is getting home and realizing you were only okay because you were distracting yourself

spreading my agenda today

I don't wannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I don't wanna I don't. wanna

i realized that no one, not even my mother or closest friends knows what i’m actually like in the inside of my head, and the only person who actually knows who i am is me

opened a message by mistake i gotta respond now fuuuck

less than a month until dans birthday and that means we also get a boyfriendy photo dump from phil, and probably the most devastating