Hyucaze (the retired one)

There's not much I can say for those still waiting on progress or an update on their commission. I feel like sorry is a shit thing to say. I just haven't started... The communication part is the one thing I tried to maintain.-

I might as well go for it than put in all my efforts and finances and time and passion only to end up right back in geographic isolation. I'd rather try for a better life than struggle with a life that's already hard and only getting harder every new legislation.

It took roughly 3years to grind back from the bottom of everything falling apart to make it to a reasonable spot for better opportunities. Even if it's abroad... I should've utilized my British citizenship a long time ago what happened happened and now I'm at this point.

Been sooooo tired So happy my vacation got approved i can work on art again fix up an old 25hp outboard and get a little "John-boat" and trailer ready for the ocean before I resign and move abroad.

@JonasSm48267010 Not really I'm slowly making progress towards outstanding commissions and preparations to move from my home country to Scotland and utilize my British citizenship to its full potential. This will allow me to once again do art. I'll be able to fully own my art business soon.

@hyucaze Is there anything I could do to help you through this hyu? Or is it out of my control? Either way I wish to help you.

Got approved for vacation next month finally, this month and last month have been an absolute slog with the backfill for split shift and morning shift. I still gotta make sure i finish this month's computer training screening ...

I am very displeased that for the rest of my life these images will be stuck in my head. I'd rather fill my head with images of big feline anthro women Cortisol levels would be at healthy levels. True bliss achieved.

At least it's only 40mins now instead of the older 1hr per section requirement. But at least I've... Actually no I am not happy to have filled my brain with x-ray images of dangerous and prohibited goods/ articles.

@PervyPaws I love big cats

Big Cat artists, you give me life.

@PervyPaws I am very interested in forestry ✨

@hyucaze Deforestation

Can’t believe FA hates me

Got some time off Saturday and Sunday I'll get back to working on commissions. Sorry for delays, again, hopefully my resignation letter goes over okay. Need to get out of civil aviation security while things are not exceeding unnecessary levels of en-shittification.

@RealInman He'd rather take out his frustration on me because he can't do shit without criticizing others, but can't take being criticized himself. It's a toxic and disgusting behavior. It's not worth spending my life putting up with this shit. I got a chance to move on finally.

@hyucaze My dad would straight up yell at me and my brothers while learning to drive and always criticized every little thing we did. I got him to stop questioning my driving when I pulled a J turn in reverse and spun perfectly into parking spot.

Finally have my day off and immediately ruined by my father's bullshit. Man this fuckin guy is fuckin miserable to be around. Every fuckin thing i do is a problem to him, critical of everything I do down to how i park under the fuckin tree in the yard

One day when he calls for me to apologize I'll tell him it's already too late, I'm no longer someone for you to blame for your own mistakes now you'll just have to blame yourself and accept your own humility.

All because I want a better life People like him will continue to be miserable but the worst part is they'll do as much damage before regretting their mistakes. But by then it's already too late.