Kai Cenat

Never been embarrassed to wear the same fit twice, never been embarrassed to have 1 pair of shoes, never been embarrassed to sleep on the floor,Never been embarrassed to struggle. You gotta go through hard times before you live lavish. I know its on the way so i'm forever humble.

I never really got to explain this journal clearly so I’m going to start being transparent, this journal was gifted to me in October of last year when I started to learn how clothes are made. I decided to document everything I’ve been learning by writing and putting Polaroids in it. I’ve carried this with me ever since and what I have started doing is scanning the pages and putting them online for anyone else learning about clothing. I’m grateful for who I’ve met and what I’m continuously learning. I feel like I need to share it with you guys.

No accountability

Me creative directing

New Video Up

I’m single I will never be in another relationship again

This scene really got me , lowkey everyone in Naruto is going through something behind closed doors but is trying to hide it in some way

I use to think anime was weird and think it was just a cartoon but it has helped me build way more courage than I ever had before & Im only on the 2nd season. Naruto is a prime example of someone who truly believes in chasing your dreams, following your heart and never giving up

The is hands down my personal favorite right now , this show teaches you so much lessons on how important friendship is, helping others , consistency, and being a morally good person

Rest in peace Squid Kid

I know death note is a weird anime to mention it bringing happiness but it was the first anime I began watching and fully had my mind off things and truly entertaining , from plots between Light and L to the soundtracks to overall a good show.

Anime has always been something I wanted to get myself into but I never had the time to try and actually watch. But when I did, without me realizing anime was able to take me into another world that I can relate to. It felt weird because in a way it was speaking directly to me.

I cant imagine the things that people are going through on a deeper level so for those people let me speak up a little LOUDER idc if people look at me as a joke

As I was very consistent in streaming there were certain times I realized that I was losing touch of reality, I needed to take a step back and fully reset I started to realize I wasn’t even spending time with close friends and family behind the scenes as much as I wanted to

I just felt like I would be able to talk to you guys on a more personal level about dealing with self doubt and living in fear. I think a person like me speaking about this would encourage other people to step up too so now let me explain how it all started

I know I’ll get clowned more for this. A few days ago I decided to open up a little bit about what I’ve been thinking and it’s been so much love but when I seen the some of the negative feedback I received, I got to see a glimpse of why people don’t speak up about this more often

I was honestly gonna save what I gotta say for when I’m ready to come back but right now something is telling me to speak up , Im not sad , I’m not depressed but I need to bring awareness to mental health after some of the feedback I’ve been seeing

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This took a lot for me to do…Thank you❤️

Damn I love you guys so much❤️