MafiaArts🦋

Not everything revolves around your expectations so don’t expect anything from me it’s just my passion and nothing more. I don’t care about who you are or what you are. I have been through my experience of being ignored by society and family when i needed them.

@5oXzhy How many more times do I need to PUSH for everything to end the same way. I can't do it I have done it more than a million times. Nothing will change.

@Mafiaarts7 It's NOT! U HAVE to keep PUSHING!!!

Maybe I should Die...

@5oXzhy Saying it is not gonna change anything.

@5oXzhy My own older brother pitted me in a financial crisis ruining my life and he isn't taking any responsibility.

@Mafiaarts7 Nah! U HAVE THIS!

@5oXzhy I have tried a million times there is nothing that's working I want to be successful but the choices are already made and the choices I want requires something and my dad isn't gonna approve most of it.

@5oXzhy I lost everything I have nothing

@Mafiaarts7 No u should not! U got this!

I have been applying everywhere at any type of jobs and now I know I am not getting hired by any company/work.

My older brother ruined my career picking by forcing me to move to Japan. My dad is a narcissistic sociopath. My mom rushed my choices when I wanted to do something. I never got any freedom in choosing. My dad killed my hopes for being a full time designer. Now I have nothing.

I can't get a job because of my parents never wanted me to study. Now I can't do designing as a full time job because he thinks it's not a real job. I am in debt because of the financial choices against my will from my older brother.

What is the point of living anymore when the family forgets about you after all that has happened. everyday I wish to fucking die and I am slowly losing everything. What did I even do that makes them despise me.

死生

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I just wish I should have just died.

man life really is unfair I want to fucking die at this point. 3 times I have attempted suicide but oh well ❤️‍🩹. I don't even know what to do.

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