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My brain is so funny, I oscillate between "omg people are being so nice to me (happy tears)" and "omg people are being too nice to me (scared tears)" Not letting the second one make me run away and hide anymore though. Just, sincerely, thank you for wanting me around.

Everyone - I know the preshow is normally just a moment for us to just introduce the event. But this one is actually really important to me. Please show up and watch.

For anyone else looking to do Kefka makeup, the Sephora cream lipstick with a fine brush is excellent for the eye details, also the only brand I could find the right purple for the lips

Washed my brushes and pulled out what I need for my Kefka drag *attempt Should I stream doing my makeup too?

KEFKA TOMORROW!! I will be watching the race and making/collecting resources most of the day, and I will be streaming my static prog from 8-11 EST, and then I will be casting for the race from midnight - 2AM EST. I love ultimates. I love prog races. Lets have fun :)

🚨BREAKING: Square Enix is releasing Dancing Mad (Ultimate) starring iconic drag queen Kefka Palazzo on June 2nd in honor of Pride Month! The new raid features LGBT mechanics.

It costs nothing to be a positive influence for people. It also costs nothing to be the mirror the crazies are forced to look into because they picked the wrong one to mess around with. “Have the day you deserve” goes hard. 🙃

ANNOUNCING THE WORLD RACE CHARITY MERCH: This includes clothing, notebooks, and more w/ art provided by @DrGriswald! The @XIVFanMerchNet also helped... w/ some stickers..... These items will be available during the race and up to one week after - 25% goes DIRECTLY to charity.

You can’t control jealousy hitting your brain. But you can choose to use it as a painful vehicle of comparison or to wield it as a source of inspiration or appreciation. Embody what attracts you!!!

I mean unless the ulti is cleared in less than 2 days, but I REALLY hope that's not the case LOL

Trying not to get too nervous about casting the world race. I will be casting from midnight-2am EST every day, and I realized that means I have more than one shift, and my fear of letting people down decided to make an appearance.

@snark_talks I felt that in my bones

@SendNoodlesTV How it feels to be a chopped unc:

Today I learned that gaming events and livestreaming entertainment are “mid life crisis hobbies” and “you’re not supposed to be successful at them” 🤡💀🤓

@snark_talks Wait I was supposed to call you unc

@SendNoodlesTV Hell yeah I’m cringe, let’s all be cringe together 💪

Shout out to my husband, my best friend, my static, my PvP team, the good eggs in the PvP scene, my supportive content enjoyers, and anyone else that has encouraged me in some way not to isolate when life gets hard. That’s shown me I deserve support too. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️

And a big thank you to everyone that has been there for me for the last year/18 months. You’ve all helped me heal in ways I couldn’t have imagined before. I finally feel like part of a community for the first time in my adult life 😭😭😭

Just saying it again — I am SO lucky to have a partner that is so loving and supportive. Truly, I do not take it for granted, the world is a hellscape right now and people can be awful.

Today is the 14 year anniversary of meeting my husband. I am so incredibly lucky to have found someone that loves and supports me unconditionally, interacting with my 'quirks' with curiosity and compassion. He is the kindest and most genuine person I have ever met.

@wildowl22 I am random flirting positive.

@SendNoodlesTV is that something your for or against?

Sometimes, someone will flirt with you just because it's fun to flirt. They expect nothing more than a fun conversation.