Bex

Why is starting a new job so embarrassing

Ooh it’s stormy

i bring a sort of “none of this means anything” vibe to the workplace that no one there appreciates

wor$t girl in america is amazing, not one skip

There’s nirnroot near me

@hamdoonakmal1 Horrendously

@velvetyeti How was being busy going on

Growing my bush out

In hindsight I wish I agreed to trial Lamotrigine when the mental health team offered it recently

@hamdoonakmal1 Thank you!

@velvetyeti Welcome back

I love pigeons

a reminder that you cannot “push through” a total physical and mental breakdown. continuing to push through that level of nervous system shutdown & physical illness can & will kill your ass. some things are simply not push throughable. some things permanently reduce your capacity

can you teach me how to regulate my nervous system

gentle love is so weird, like wdym you’re not mad at me because i’m overthinking, wdym you're not mad at me because i’m reacting badly. i expect you to get annoyed but you don’t. you’re just patient and not bothered at all. no one’s ever loved me like this

addiction is so cruel the way it makes you grieve someone while they’re still alive, only to grieve them again when it takes them

Feel like I have black mould in my brain

current mood

May have to buy a switch 2 just for Pokopia

Chronic anhedonia is the worst

emotional abuse is just as bad as physical abuse idc

@anxioustwinkz Omg i’m so sorry that happened to you 💔

women who only care ab male attention terrify me bc once i told my friend after a guy raped me at her house and the very next morning she invited him and his friend back over without warning me, then she left me alone with him again so she could have sex with his friend :D