Beigybabylizzy

Hello. Things are rough for weeks now & I thought I can handle it (I can't) so I'm going on a pure social media break. My heart & mind are going through something so I need space & peace to outgrow & unlearn some baggage I love Zoey, Furina, & my wife – always, my wife See you!

Bina: Why not date your "high school sweetheart" AKA me? Arle: Still in love with my wife Bina: Use me Arle: Not going to work when I am still hurting. So I'll just focus on myself. You know, grow as a person & reflect. Stuff like that Bina: So moving on? Arle: No. Surviving

i need you guys to do your job and vote cuz i need to know who's your Huntr/x bias i'm tyring to prove a point so don't fail me #KPOPDEMOMHUNTERS #Rumi #Zoey #Mira #HUNTRIX #HUNTRX

Arle: How's life on your end? Bina: Can't handle LDR Arle: A. Sorry Bina: You know, talking with you again, brings back a lot of memories: like how you're crushing me before *laughs* How about we date each— Arle: No. Bina: Wooow. Fast answer. Ouch~ where did smitten Arle go?

Bina: So... still can't move on, huh? What are your plans? Arle: I'm trying to write again to pour out my thoughts and pain. Then meet new friends and try new hobbies Bina: And drown in work? Arle: *chuckles* Yeah that too Bina: Well, that good. It helps with the heartbreak

Arlecchino: It still hurts. So much Furina: Distract yourself. Be loud. Take risks. Do anything to keep your mind off her Arle: I see Clervie even in the simplest thing. I cannot even hate her to forget Fufu: It takes time Arle: Why not now? Fufu: That's not how love works

Arlefuri tweets will postpone for a bit or lessen. I'm obsessed with MY WIFE Zoey from Huntr/x will be back for Arlefuri Week

If you join the Kpop Demon Hunters Huntr/x sapphic server... this is the first thing ull see Join now if you love, Rumi, Mira, Zoey, RuMira, ZoeMira, ZoeRumi, Polytrix! ➡️: discord.gg/bdeDAF7w #KPOPDEMONHUNTERS #Polytrix #ZoeRumi #RuMira #ZoeMira

Arlecchino: I still miss my wife; I still love her. Being with other people doesn't make sense. I tried, but I couldn't Furina: It's hard when you love someone so much even if they no longer love you back Arle: What do you suggest I do then? Fufu: Survive. That's all we can do

#KPOPDEMONHUNTERS Rumi x Zoey Monsterfucking AU 🔞"Take My Soul" is out in Archive of Our Own! Zoey couldn't stop staring at Rumi - and it's making her blush. And Rumi? Embracing her demon-self has its... side-effects 🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/66859552… #Zoey #Rumi #HUNTRIX #Zoerumi

Arlecchino: You still dream of her? Furina: Every night. Just like how you dream of Clerive Arle: I guess we're both crazy for loving ghosts. Fufu: Haha e're both haunted. Arle: You say you've moved on, I pretend that I can Fufu: I am... not moving on. I'm simply surviving

Arlecchino: I don't know which is worst: being stupid or being a hypocrite? Telling me to move on when you cannot do it yourself Furina: At least I am living my life unlike you who drowns in grief Arle: She's. My. WIFE. Clervie WAS my wife. Fufu: And I lost my soulmate—my SOUL

Arlecchino: How did you even handle the heartbreak? Furina: I drowned myself in work, meet new friends, drive around, be loud in social media about my fixations, and write. I write till my hands bleed just to release the pain Arle: It worked? Fufu: It helped lessen the pain

Arlecchino: You said you lost someone. How... did you get over it? Stop the pain? The love? Fufu: I didn't. The pain is still there, the love, the longing, it's still fresh even if it happened a long time ago. Arle: So you're a hypocrite Fufu: Yes. But you? You're stupid

Clervie: After what happened, you still love me Arlecchino: Always, Vie. Vie: Do you miss me? Arle: Every day. I want "us" from before, or even a new "us" as long as it's with you. Vie: Oh Arle. It's time to let me go *Arle wakes up crying* Arle: Stop this torment... please

Some parts of the Rumi x Zoey Monsterfucking AU #KPOPDEMONHUNTERS #Zoey #Rumi

Furina: You have to move on, Arlecchino Arle: Don't pretend YOU understand. You've NEVER lost someone & begged the stars & god to bring— Furina: I LOST SOMEONE!!! Arle: Fufu: I BEGGED her to stay! I screamed until my throat bled! So don't you dare tell me I DON'T understand!

Furina: Arle cried dreaming Clervie again Focalor: Even gods can't heal grief that deep Fufu: I tried to hold her, but she was still holding Clervie Foca: You envy a ghost? Fufu: I envy the love that never died Foca: I may be a pigment of your imagination, but I do love you

#Arlevie x #Arlefuri "Unloving You Was Never an Option" Chapter 2 is out in Archive of Our Own! Arlecchino received a letter after five years from Clervie. And it broke her heart even more after knowing what was inside. 🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/66726250… #Arlecchino #Furina #Clervie