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🎸 I did a high speed guitar cover of 'God Knows' from Haruhi Suzumiya! This was submitted as part of VTubers Got Talent and I ended up placing third overall in the show 🥰 It was a great show and all donations went to the charity Gamers Outreach!

Guess whose boyfriend agreed to play the funny pixel game with her, thats right mine! Come hang out with us you know where to look 👀

💜REPOSTS AND LIKES ARE APPRECIATED 💜 Personally, I don't like asking for help on the internet, but I don't have much of an option right now. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: Family I need to move out as quick as possible from my family's house. For some LONG YEARS, I've been verbally abused by my family, and everyone inside my house closed their eyes for this. 1- My sister She would make me feel bad about EVERYTHING I did on my life. College? "You're doing that a bit too late, don't you think?" Editing? "That's not a real job, you know? You don't have to clock in" Working a traditional job? "You do know that's not enough, right?" Not only that, but she also would make sure I don't have my personal time. Everything she could delegate to me, she would. If I spoke a bit louder when on VC with my friends during DAYTIME AT A WEEKEND, she would yell at me until I felt bad or snapped back at her. And my whole family never cared about that, even when I fucking cried. Why? Because "you're man, you shouldn't care" 2- My mother Don't get me wrong. I love my mother, she did everything she could to make me have a happy life, but she really thinks I should be the perfect person she wants me to be. And by that, I mean by her lgbtphobic standards. In 2023, she took me out from the closet. She snapped at me for DAYS, and made me go to her chu5ch because that "would heal me". For 23 years, she's been thinking that EVERYTHING I DO should include her. That everything I do should be about her. My college choices, my job, etc. And recently, she's been demanding an huge amount of money and even PUNCHED ME, because of my father. 3- My father My father abandoned me when I was a baby. He was absent for my whole life, but he was the best father to my sisters. He and my mother are divorced, but he does our taxes. Some years ago, he messed up one of our taxes calc. We knew about that, and we kept pressing him to check that out for YEARS. This year, that "small mistake" became a 20k BRL debt. Something around 4k USD dollars. My family wants ME, WHO HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS SHIT, to pay at least 2k USD. Why? Because "I'm the man of the house" and "you work from home, so you probably get more money than we do" Adding to my personal debts because of my kidney last month and some stuff that I had to buy for my PC, I would need to get 5k USD. This week, I tried to talk with my mom about focusing on cleaning my debt first and help them slowly with the 4k USD stuff, and she punched me because I wasn't focusing my family first. Some time later, she said she was sorry and started treating me well, but that ALWAYS HAPPENS. It was like that in 2023. It was like that in MANY other occasions. Makes me feel like the shittiest person in the whole world, and then acts like nothing happened. I've been psychologically abused by this family for YEARS. Years pretending to be what I'm not. Years trying to be their "perfect role model". But I know even when I was trying to please them, they would shit talk me to everyone they know, acting like I'm the worst member of the whole family tree. And I'm tired of that. If I manage to move out, I won't have to pay it, but I need a bigger income for that. So, if you're willingly to give me a shot or recommend me to someone, I won't disappoint you, I promise. Thank you for reading all this.