eve

unreliable narrator bcs i perceive small things as a sign of abandonment and crash out over things that were never that serious

me whenn i base my entire futuure on the assumptioin that i willfind somebody whho will ;love me forver within the next 3 yearss otherwise i will kms

i amm sos so so so happy but thheres this constant ffeelinng of anxietyy annd msiery ther nomatter what id o :(

how mcuh vodka to get alchool poisonining?

the BPD urge to get really really scared that everyone is going to leave me for No reason

i lost my fucking soul i dont know how to get it back i dont know where i lost it theres just a giant fucking hole inside me tearing me apart and i pour drugs and alcohol and money everythinginto the hole to try to fill it but it takes everything so empty so empty so empty so emp

"oh my sweet puppy" put me on a leash and call me yours

needing you is like holding onto something that isn’t mine

i need to be unhealthily small and skinny so i can feel worthy of care and love again

disco elysium con car seat headrest deleitense bon appetit

im not another fish in the sea. im a stray puppy waiting to be taken home

im sorry

i understand why clementine erased her memories of joel in eternal sunshine

my ideal future is having someone love me unconditionally forever and also treat me like a puppy

need this so bad

essay due friday and i havent even picked the question im doing

i would let myself be hurt over and over again if it meant somebody would stay and love me forever, its all i want

love bombing will always work on me because i have a strong desire to be loved

how little you must have loved me, that you could hurt me and not even care

another essay due in 5 days but im not a functioning human n spend all my time crashing out, i think im going to fail this semester, i want to drop out