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I'm going to write something very personal. Honestly, I need some encouragement.
Today I woke up like every day, wondering how to prioritize my time. It's my Saturday without kids (I'm divorced). I could read a book, watch a TV show. If I feel like writing for social media, I could invest my time developing my professional page as Speech, Language, Communication therapist. I could learn something new about AI (my hobby), make progress in Italian language (my other hobby), play chess (my most recent hobby, unfortunately I didn't reach the level to defeat my kids in chess yet, but I'm trying). Oh, and I have many things to do for work, unfortunately, even on the weekend - planning therapy sessions, writing reports about the kids, etc.
Instead, I'm going here, on this platform, where I'm receiving death threats, accusations that I'm Indian, and assumptions that I'm getting paid 7000 dollars for every post. I'm doing this because Israeli government and world Jewish organizations are not doing their job well enough. And as the result lies are spread for decades, lies became mainstream, millions of young people hate Jews and Israelis because of those lies. And I want to influence the world, to make it better for my Jewish kids and next generations.
But I'm not getting paid for it, obviously, and now, after two years of writing non-stop, I'm asking myself every day, whether I still have enough motivation to keep doing it, or I should change my priorities.
The easiest solution would be obviously to write less. But we all know how social media works. If I stop investing so much time in this, the algorithms won't "love me" anymore, I'll get much fewer views and likes, which will lower my motivation even more, until I stop writing completely. And it'd be a shame because I have lots of followers (I developed this account from zero), I have many posts with huge amount of views (I got even 28 millions views on one post) and engagement. Lots of important people follow me. Lots of pro-Israeli people around the world use my posts to participate in real life conversations. I know that I make a change, that I have impact.
Many people told me many times how important it is what I do. But how long will I be able to keep doing it, without being paid (and instead of investing more time in my real work that I'm being paid for??).
For two years, I asked for nothing, and just kept writing day after day. Now I reached the point when I really need something, even very symbolic, to boost my motivation. I need to feel that what I do here is important enough for people to express that importance in a practical way, not only in words.
You are welcome to do it here, and I will be very very grateful.
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