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I abandoned myself for you. You abandoned me for yourself.

i'm not depressed or sad, but life definitely took something from me that no longer lets me smile the way I used to...

“isolate as much as you want to become stronger, even if you see that loneliness is an unbearable hell, it is much better than the multiple masks of humans.” - Dostoevsky

Verizon engineers right now

Healing is realizing you also hurt people, even if it wasn’t intentional.

nobody talks about the angry stage of healing. the rage you feel when you realize how much and how long you were taken advantage of. the absolute disgust you feel towards those people that mislead you. it comes in waves. sometimes you’ll feel healed and then it suddenly hits you.

Trauma is crazy. Cause what do you mean during survival mode I dissociated so hard I can't remember half of my life and I can only sometimes remember most of my memories of someone brings them up. I cannot recall more than half my life like.

at a certain point you just get tired of your own shit. you have to force yourself to meditate, workout, eat mindfully and read the books to form a routine that gives you a sense of happiness within yourself again. it's exhausting i know, but you gotta keep fighting for yourself because no one will take care and love you the way you can for own being. this life is not something to go bout so casually, everyday is your first and last time to embrace this moment. this life was gifted to you with a planet to explore and souls to experience. so show up for yourself.

You should never be expected to be the bigger person when,...

Being in your 30s is wild because every woman you know is becoming the most beautiful version of themselves meanwhile every guy you know is losing cognitive function at a rapid rate

Stop explaining Yourself...

Emotionally unavailable men will ruin you, btw. Stay away from nonchalant men who lack affection and compassion especially if you're a very loving girl.

stop letting people consume you. they didn't call? go to sleep. they didn't message you? put your phone down and have a better day. they left you on read? delete the conversation. they didn't make an effort? match their energy. never let your happiness depend on anyone

She is a snake and was complicit in the assassination of Kirk. He was sleeping with the enemy and didn’t realize that until it was too late. Kirk was her ritual sacrifice #IYKTYK She isn’t grieving, she is grifting! Erika knew Trump before she knew Charlie, she was also trafficking children through her fake charity before she got banned from that country. #TrumpEpstein #Mossad #TrumpNetanyahu

is 27 a good age to leave everything you know and love and start over

my therapist told me learn to calm your own storm instead of venting to other people it sounds therapeutic to let it all out, but you're reinforcing your negative thoughts. it's no one's job but yours to pull you out of your own problems. journal, meditate, exercise and release.

You shouldn't have to break up with someone to work on yourself but yall not ready for that conversation.