ashley ☆

a few of mark's beautiful words over the years 🩵

they say don’t get too attached. don’t let your happiness depend on these groups, because they leave, everything ends eventually. it’s all fleeting. but how could i not, when they showed me what friendship really means.. growing up together, celebrating victories, carrying each other through failures. because ilichil, 7dream, nct.. they’re never just a group, they’re family. mark’s letter made it clear: the care, the love, the deep understanding behind every choice, proving that they are real through and through. and maybe that’s why i hold on so tightly, because even if it’s temporary, i’ve learned to find something beautiful in things that don’t last forever. to love is to be hurt. it’s inevitable, inescapable even. but i would never trade the happiness they gave me. i will never regret loving you, mark. i will never regret being an nctzen. i will continue to cheer you on. together as a group, and individually, wherever life takes you. 💚🐯🌱

“but you know there is something in the world that break beautifully” ❤️‍🩹

i told mark back in dec i was having a hard time & asked for encouragement incase anyone needs it, i'm sharing it here too i'm learning to accept even with a heavy heart. so i hope mark moves forward with no regrets, only happiness and good memories with nctzens ♡ #mark #마크

life shouldn't take away THAT much from you.

kai’s reaction to yeonjun taking his shirt off I FUCKING CAN’TTTTTTTT 😭😭

251023 yeonjun <3

if home was a person ♥︎

yeonjun walking in shirtless and hyuka immediately touching his boobs.. i said oh i’m sure

❤️‍🩹

So basically, Mark will either pursue his career in music but making his OWN music, or pursue his childhood dream as a writer. Either way, I’ll still support Mark as Mark. If he published a book, I’ll buy and read it. If he made another music, I’ll listen to it. God bless, Mark.

help……….. my tears won’t stop😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

some of mark’s beautiful words throughout the years

thank you for your service

i know everyone’s sad but i’m happy for mark for choosing himself this time 🥺 and i would actually question you if you say otherwise… he’s given a lot… including his youth… for a lot of people. he’s prioritized czennies… please feel the same way too if you can soon…

I have no words like my ult just left my fucking group

What we learned from all this is simple, but heavy: The groups we loved were never just “groups.”
They were individuals—each with their own dreams, their own purpose. No contract can hold back a dream.
And they were brave enough to follow theirs. Because in the end, groups are only temporary.
That’s why every moment we shared with them should be cherished.

So youre telling me... Mark was crying so hard here because of...