nadine

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some are saying he's gay some are saying he is erotic because he got throat cancer, i don't care!! it's as superficial and shallow as it gets he just does not look attractive and that's all and not just in erotic thrillers its every movie where he is paired with a beautiful woman

does every erotic thriller in the 90s had to have michael douglas like SPARE ME please nothing is erotic about him

i had many body massages done to me by ladies but i need stronger male hands, and for ethical and moral reasons that can only be done by a future husband but at the same time i can't fantasize about that a lot because i value and take such pride in my independence

@baselQY mhhmm whats the film?

always shocked by how "liberal" my dad is

slutty dress yesterday conservative dress today i contain multitudes

kept thinking and thinking and then i realized i'm really a perfect girl, few issues here and there but i'm actually alright

i reflect on many things and i get very sentimental and poetic

the wave of emptiness/sadness after gathering and talking with a lot of people

🧘🏻‍♀️open.spotify.com/track/1dOXmR1V…

read a little bit from letters to a young poet and then closed it off like i just cant be helped anymore i guess

met some people right after i had a crying session, i knew i looked like i was bawling my eyes out idgaf

LETS GET UNCONSCIOUS HONEY

@nulljinxed wait what?

@withefilms i asked for one the min client complement that i spoke eng to my boss

so when should i ask for a raise for a job i haven't even started yet

i <3 the stones forever open.spotify.com/track/3zwIfyNb…

i have been recording voice notes since 2021 and every now and then i like to look back retrospectively and listen to these recordings, its so amazing how one can change and still be the same

dyed my hair and now im sleepy and stressing to wash the dye off, i also got my period i feel so frustrated

where do they hide the chocolates in my house?