Steve Cartwright

Living my Way I'm hospital and to be surprised alive boy have I been through some balltles but nothing is a though as yhis. I'm zonked out of it most of the time, as eveberyone tries to help. Love to you all and I'll be back when.i can ;)

Living my Way Well, I'm discovering how many pain tablets it takes to stop this pain, Way more than I've been told I can take. This weekend is a series of sleep, pain killers, pain and trying to drink some water.

Living my Way I love my life and don't regret any of the decisions I've made. But life if precious and for me, my cup is nearly empty. Have the palliative nurses and doctors visiting me at home, Monday and Tuesday next week to see how best we deal with all this.

Living my Way We seem to be living in a crazy, crazy world... Wars are so common they hardly make the news, coupled with everything else that's happening, it's crazy times.

Living my Way Well I detoxed my Stoma again yesterday, that's twice in under a week. Just eating milkshakes today, and I'm taking it really easy. I feel so much better. Love ❤ you all and remember when things look down, turn the issue around and look for the positive.

Living my Way Numb hands and feet, some pain, no appetite, limited energy, but I'm here and happy for the most part.

Living my Way I'm still in a happy place and looking every moment with those I love. Off to church soon which although painful at times, mask on, off, can't breath, pains, etc., I still take great pleasure from. A happy day today 😉

@RedmondsRoom Love that and it brought a smile to my face..;)

@FX_Digital Sometimes we need a good “airing out” My dad uses to say when we lived in Brooklyn and I was like 7 “Light a match when your done”

Living my Way Got it into my head that my stoma needed a good clean out, after endless laxatives and over a dozen full poop bag, I'm feeling somewhat better although th e pain isn't at all nice, sent to test me no doubt. Who said life is full of glamour and ritz... ;)

@Melanie_Lane_NC It's a very hard journey, everyone of us deals with it the best we can. Once I found out that the chemo couldn't cure me I stopped it Chemo is also used as a hope drug for patients and sometimes to manage pain. There are no right or wrong answers, just bee there for each other

Living my Way. Have new strength daily meds, let see if these help... although nothing is stopping me sleeping much, this is my new reality. I did managed to do the stations of the cross today, thay always gives me such a lot... and is a real blessing. Love you all ;)

@Mari_LynHarris I tend to live on protein shakes and water now...

@FX_Digital Are you eating & consuming liquids?

Living my Way Numb hands and feet Small amount of pain No appetite, last meal Friday I can't believe how much my body wants to sleep, it's more of a battle to stay awake than to sleep. Another day of snoozing I'm guessing.

@powertiesbiz Nope he didn't like that.... ;)

@FX_Digital Bet he didn't expect to hear your wife and you are in the same page, huh?

Living my Way Just spoke with Oncologist, cancer is progressing wants me on Chemo. I said no thanks, it doesn't matter if I die tomorrow I'm not going back on it, to which he replied, what does your wife think? A well oiled Chemo machine the who cancer business seems at times

@meadowsalestech Lots better without it, I lose my mental health while on chemo...

@FX_Digital Is your quality of life better or worse without chemo?

Living my Way Numb hands and feet, no appetite, a little pain. Off for blood tests today, speaking with Oncologist on Wednesday. Let's all think of someone we know, that we haven't been in touch with for a while. Call them and ask them how's things?

@Jolz_Aust I don't like obligations, my intention, I will not go... it's all about you, stop it, make your relationship with God about love, the love he has for you and you have for him.

Three months ago, I took haitus from Mass. My intention was to return only when the time is right. I will not go out of OBLIGATION. Frankly, I still don’t feel ready to return. So what would be a good reason for me to return without even implying that I HAVE to go?

@Jolz_Aust @john_law_3 @Walsingham1061 Sounds like something different... There is only one catholic church, if you wish to go to heaven you are a member if you aren't a member you aren't going to heaven.

@john_law_3 @Walsingham1061 What is Anglo Catholic? 😐

@LuisaMariaAraiz Haha I ended up in bed this afternoon, wife went I'm going for a doze and bang I was asleep... ;)

@FX_Digital Have a good day Steve!!☀️In this part of the 🌎 we are going to bed 😴

Living my Way Numb hands and feet, feeling tired. Just had a coffee in bed, said my rosary and now I'm contemplating showering and goin off to Mass. Hope you all have an awesome Sunday ;)