astra ‧₊˚✩彡

intro !! ⋆˚꩜｡ ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── hi! i'm 18 and go by astra (it/she/they) mainly shtwt (i don't have an ed but i don't mind yall interacting!) i <3 hockey, music (rock/pop/edm/rap/etc!), mlp, and art!! no dni/dnf, js don't be weird pls </3 . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.

@megumisrazor 16 but i'd been depressed since at least 12 i just hadn't seen a psychiatrist b4 that

how old were you when you get diagnosed with depression?

scar check 🗣️ i like these so much more than my thigh ones tbh

does anyone else get a heart sinking feeling when their favorite person's tone is off? no? Just me? ok

i got an ACTUAL cat scratch on my chest i'm crying (i wasn't being mean to the cat i was trying to keep him from fleeing out the garage)

@DreamboatLoaf BADFLOWR MENTION YESSSSSSS

@sk1nnyb4ll3r1n4 There’s only two I’ve ever liked are Sharpener by Cavetown (a classic) and Ghost by Badflower. They’re more creative and don’t romanticize it imo (more about the loneliness and brutality) but the rest I’ve heard romanticize it or are cringe somehow for me haha

why are songs about self harm so corny 😭

@capybobra @sk1nnyb4ll3r1n4 the way i never knew this oh my god

@sk1nnyb4ll3r1n4 the only one i like is under your spell by snow strippers

@nomyayaa hell yeah it looks sick!!!

@astrastained yeah i had to do that one too :3

been painting to put something up above my bed in the psych ward. anyone who gets what the bottom right painting refers to is my best friend 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 #shtwt #shedtwt

@sawako1ww they have to be hypertrophic tho i have an older keloid on my right leg and it's like stayed the same color? i think

@sawako1ww for me they were all styro i think they're only white bc they're faded

hi guyz i have a question, if yall have white scars, how deep were ur cuts with it??

@rayzai_ mechanical pencil. still have a piece of lead stuck in my arm like 5 years later

what was your first item to sh with

typo what if i died

finished this sesh and immediately got a headache some look a lot smaller than they actually are because of the heavy scarring alr alr in the area don't crucify me #shtwt

doing thigh again and i forgot how much it hurts YEOWWWWCH

@eitheronorofft OOO hell yes i haven't listened to i lay down my life for you yet (only LP!, scaring the hoes, and veteran) pretty good tbh, thank you 🫡🫡

vent art i did of my main fursona (CW // SH and censored nonsexual nudity) if you somehow recognize me/my main from this No You don't thank U <3

@eitheronorofft ^_^

feeling like a poser on shtwt because i cant cut deeper than styros 💔

@eitheronorofft interacts

why does taking bandaids off make me god's itchiest soldier