scottie | edtwt

hai #shedtwt #edtwt be my moot :3 🧟 scottie ! 18 , he / she / it ?! undead emo boy Thing 🐾 . . junkorexic ; stoner 🍃 ^-^ pro-recovery

@losingitgang YESSS OMG HI i will!!

@brainluvrr WAIT HI DO U REMEMBER ME 🥹🥹 IF U FIND A SERVER LMK

guys give me ur servers i miss talking to People ,, i left all mine when i went into recovery

music recommendations plsss alternative ppl pls come thru

i want to stop seeing my therapist because i told her too much bruh shes onto me

barely any of my clothes fit me anymore

i have gained like 20 lbs bro someone put me down

im disappointed in myself for weighing myself but im also disappointed in myself for getting this heavy

yall have no idea how devastated i am bro i got So fat i have to lose weight again

its so bad

time to weigh myself for the first time since before i went to the hospital aka 4 months,, im so scared

fawkkk im fat as fuck

missing how skinny i used to be💔💔

i fear i may have ruined my pelvic floor muscles with my ed LOLLL 💔💔💔😂😂😂

i want to relapse so bad but i dont want to disappoint my bf

hai #shedtwt #edtwt be my moot :3 🧟 scottie ! 18 , he / it ?! undead emo boy Thing 🐾 . . junkorexic ; stoner 🍃 ^-^ pro-recovery

the birth control + abilify + weed have made me so fat,, resisting hunger is literally so hard because im always hungry

went from almost reaching my goal to being basically back where i started ! lol

but its also like the most depressing feeling ever LMAO

part of me misses being alone cuz then nobody could tell me that i had to get better because nobody cared