cole ✨

ok so wow i slept in...

just realised the carts in tds4 encore concert were arranged in a way so that mark get to spend one last time with each member in a cart..my heart 😭

if you guys confused, why vhdpqj clfemfla = 포에버 칠드림 (forever 7dream) just look at your qwerty keyboard!!!!

my ig feed is looking so cute recently..

i'm having baby fever this is horrible

i just wanna sleep in... why am i awake at 5am

@harumasaz maybe i write it.. after my nsfw one im working on 🤪🤪

@kkoomaa LOVE IT.

not the time but i thought of a really cute jenren elementary school teachers fic idea which will probably never see the day of light

@partycarrot i don't even think abt nct zone yet.,,

do yall think they’re going to remove mark from nct zone…

@harumasaz elementary school doctor!jeno is known to be a smiley and cute doctor and students love him... then new teacher renjun shows up and is extra strict on his students... cue jeno trying to win renjun over nd make the students like renjun too

@kkoomaa Let's share with the audience mama

thank u

tldr: im sad but its not like anger sadness with some other groups it’s the sadness of growing up and texting someone you love less and less and wondering when your paths diverted but knowing that theyre still walking with you and you will meet at random crossroads

why did my viral tweets have to be the ones abt mark leaving... it couldn't have been about jenren kissing or anything????

in exchange for letting her read my fic, my cousin showed me hers.. from when she was probably like... 12 LMAOOOOOO

deep talks happening rn

@samsip7jeomo mind you he's younger than me, 🥹🥹🥹

@kkoomaa aw 🥺

love my brother so much

@quickfoxlazyd0g your works have always been so good.. literally so iconic.. i started writing nct in 2018 then lost my spark for a while but even while i took a short break, your works were always such an inspo tbh 😭 like lemme fan girl real quick when you followed me back i screamed

@kkoomaa that really means a lot to me i’m glad i could make anyone want to write especially someone like you who has really dove into jenren fic 🥲 i feel like i have a cold and distant impression about my own work bc compliments make me so shy but i really appreciate you saying it 🫂

thank you so much 7dream 💚 tds2 in seattle jingle ball 2024 smtown la 2025 and tds4 in seoul

the damage control from all the other members is kinda touching.. i'm glad they aren't being silenced

I've been thinking about the comparison between Mark and Heeseung's announcements. It's not that kpop group departures usually involve more closure — it's that the dreamies, who have faced losing Mark before and have spent a long time fighting to be together as a unit, are handling this in a uniquely transparent and empathetic way. The normal thing is official statements followed by member silence. The silence is a strategic industry standard, to protect everyone. It doesn't tell us anything about how the members feel. It only tells us the company's strategy. While I sincerely wish that Engenes could have had more closure in the way Belift handled Heeseung's departure, what I see in Mark's departure is something unique to NCT, rooted in the history of a fandom that has already faced the graduation system, lengthy periods of hiatus/inactivity, and losing members to both group transfers and scandals. Nctzens have been through a lot — from systems that would have had every member leave Dream, to the subunit performing without 2 key members due to overlap, to internal civil wars between Dream and 127, to learning on a random Wednesday in August that a main vocalist was leaving the senior subunit because he is a criminal. The dreamies and the rest of the neos know this better than anyone. Looking back on SM's history, the credit for the way this announcement is being handled should go to the members. Not the company. What we're seeing is a choice made by those boys against the grain of the industry. The dreamies and the neos made a deliberate choice to be open with their feelings and sensitive to the fans so that Nctzens could go through this transition as gracefully as possible, without the burden of unanswered questions and unacknowledged memories. I think it's really beautiful. They deserve credit for it. I hope it will become a new standard in the industry for situations like this. I wish Engenes could have had this kind of goodbye, but I also know this kind of goodbye is not typical. It's uniquely neo. And I think we can all cherish that.