birthday omad !! . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ 06/07 🎉
✮ turkey w veg ~ 280c
✮ diet root beer float ~ 150c
today sucked but i let myself have real ice cream for the first time in months, only spiraling a little bit. i was alone all day so i spent a lot of money for a dopamine hit
losing weight for what? to go out with the friends i don't have? to have sex with the boyfriend i won't get? to look good for the strangers i don't meet? why am i doing this?
i’m glad ppl try to enjoy time with their family and friends and say those meals don’t count or bday cals don’t count or w/e but i just can’t get into that mindset. for me the cals always count & when i indulge for the sake of friends i end up hating myself so much more
once again annoyed about people making fun of arfid like it’s the hehe uwu i only eat chicky nuggies disorder and not something that fucks up your entire life and has killed at least two people just off the top of my head
@ChicagoREDP by starving. you might be soon as well, since your president is driving up food costs! 💕 congrats on interacting with a trans person without dying!!