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hhhhere we goo

im weighing on thurzday so m gna fast til den

mite b going mia 4 a week or sumting liek dat mayb moar or idk less 2 rly focus on locking in meow dat diet n ed fighting wurdz got uzd on me itz time 2 get serious n stop carelessly eating fff /everything/. idk if ill evn go mia bu i jus feel liek i gotta announce dis :3

@strve_cunt i wondr wut the process iz like n i wonder when i forget

@ratbmi me 2 i was jus thinking abt what ill reincarnate as

i cant wait to die

@losrful we fff got this ✊️😤

this was me @ 115lb | 52kg completely disgustingly skinnyfat n i looked like a refridgerator i got here by starving from 180+ down to 115 ,,me gaining givez me da oppertunity 2 start ovr W EXCERSISE n do dis right so i cn see wut i /rly/ look like @ a lw >:( ! i ff got this shit

rest in piece oIiver tree :C

this completely opened mi eyez i look fucking disgusting from dat angle dis iz a ss uv a vid i sent 2 mi friend

@losrful ill dm aftr my shower

got inderectly called a fat cow td so m nevr eating again

i jus hav 2 learn how 2 b comfy w being alone again

ill get ovr it

i guess m too weird 2 talk 2 evn online :/

m gna prep 4 mi chowr wile watching the pitt den take a long wondrful chowr w music n den drink tea wile i do mi post chowr care den m folding laundry in mi bfs room n continueing 2 watch the pitt i hav a candle lit m ready 4 dis

mi bfs cat jus stretched n Clawed the Fuck out uv mi foot n dat wuz mi 13th rezun m jus waiting 4 a fucking bathroom 2 b available so i cn /jus/ take a chowr /please/

@berrymiisu PHMTGODINEEDTHIDKNEED

The cutest pasta shape ever?!?! ⭐️

@ditzypawz no not @ all i understand The Fear n interacting cn make it grow n it cn turn in2 a spiral so ez ( @ least das been my xperience sumtimez ) so i completely get it :3

@ditzypawz me tooo helps me lock in to conversations

the overwhelming desire to be seen and understood vs the horror of letting yourself be vulnerable