Social media, Grindr, Jack’d, Tinder, etc, etc, etc has people fooled thinking they have options. Men will fuck almost anything if they are horny you are just a body part nobody actually cares anything about you. But having someone actually genuinely care about you is a very rare thing. After the hookups, after the hanging out with friends, after the alcohol, after the drugs that empty lonely void is still there. In a room full of people you can still feel alone. When you have someone real you gotta do everything to keep them, the world is cruel the gay world is even crueler. You may never get that again