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Ngl… I’m tired of people disguising compliment fishing as body dysmorphia. Nonetheless, OP please stay safe. #edrtwt #ricecaketwt #ana #wl

@charfacez Omg spill

I have some lore to drop

@blukittendoll AMAZING OMG !!! 👏🏻 also, you have really pretty features 🫶🏻🩷

104 lbs difference My hw and a body check from this morning This is why i dont get upset from people's comments. Im a work in progress.

Okay I’m fully relapsing fuck this

Gonna fast just for today because I binged really bad last night

Can’t wait to wake up early, lift my weights, do my cardio, buy some liquor, and then cry for 3 hours straight tomorrow

I wish someone would love me

I wish I was beautiful. I’ll never be enough. I feel like I’m nearing the end of my life, I’ve dealt with this pain for too long. If i was attractive life would be so much easier. I feel deformed, i just want to rip my skin off.

Me in recovery pretending I don’t care about my BMI (i do) #edrtwt #ricecaketwt #recoverytwt

Throwback to when I had a short-lived recovery last year. I was focusing on embracing my natural curves + body re-comping. I will get back to this soon ❤️‍🩹 #edtwt #recoveryspo #recoverytwt #gymtwt

I seriously wish I could lose weight without getting ana face

@sannotsanrio Thank you so much ❤️

@0CalSoul Wishing u luck nonoomf!!

Gonna start going to the gym tomorrow and attempt recovery one last time… I’m fucking scared but it needs to happen. The way I’m living isn’t sustainable, I have things to do and goals to achieve. Also I’m aging like milk from malnutrition. #edtwt #recoverytwt #recoveryspo

Part of me feels like I don’t deserve recovery because I’m not underweight

I’m seriously considering recovery this time around. I’ve been relapsed for almost 3 years now, I’m so fucking tired of this shit. I just want to be happy again.

@skinnlheart You’re recovery is truly inspiring, I’m so proud of you ❤️ keep at it, you deserve this beautiful life

Debating on whether I should fast or restrict today……. Hmmmm

@Starlight0kcal It’s mainly a thing people are doing on instagram, it’s so weird and annoying but they think making fun of ano**xia is the most hilarious thing ever…

@0CalSoul Never seen this trend before but wtf is wrong with those people..

This trend of using AI to fake having an ED after going through someone’s phone is beyond disturbing. The fact that it’s coming from plus sized creators makes it even more jarring. Just another example of how EDs aren’t taken seriously, it makes me sick. #edtwt #ana #wl #ed

I need to start working out again so I can look toned and not skinny fat

I wish eating disorders were truly as glamorous as I and others portray them to be online, but they’re truly not glamorous at all. It’s all just a huge cope. I think this will only end when it kills me.