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Oh yeah if y'all want my new account just DM me

Im moving to a new account, I will be lurking just not here anymore 😞

@Jahsir_acoolguy Thanks for understanding, it means a lot

@Kitc5ec it’s not weird sometimes i feel the same, but i hope you can heal soon enough, not feel like you need that kind of attention

Sorry i know this is weird, but I miss my rapist. I really wish the police hadn't ever got involved. I wasn't so alone then, as I am now. Now I'm so deeply alone. I really miss that attention so much

Cant even believe I convinced myself I could quit. Ill never be able to quit

I got used to them doing weird stuff to me. Like the slicing, strangling, hitting, and constant penetration. It wasn't as painful, especially after the first year of it happening

So much for trying to "forever" quit self harm. I have this big gash with an exposed vein. Hitting beans doesn't even feel satisfactory enough, I feel pathetic, but I really don't want another incident where I can't control the bleeding again

I don't have anything to look forward too, lately I'm thinking about taking a sheet and hanging myself off my bed post

@Rigbeefan @yosukehxn Literally does not matter at all?? Stop invalidating rape victims because they are poc

@yosukehxn Hes also brown. Did you consider that?

He’s a victim who was raped as a child and developed a serious porn addiction after it who’s entire account is helping people who struggle with sexual thoughts and porn addiction

@tieixhahey I'll try too, thank you it means a lot for real

@Kitc5ec i believe you can keep going 1 month is amazing, let’s see you make it to 2 🩷🩷

@tieixhahey Not really, I probably should. My mood drastically changes a lot, but lately I've been getting more paranoid a lot more then usual

@Kitc5ec have you spoken to anyone about this paranoia?

I've been extremely paranoid for my life tonight again. I ended up locking my entire house and this feeling like something bad is going to happen is bothering me badly

@drownedinstatic Thank you, you're always so sweet to me. I really appreciate the reassurance 🙁🩷

@Kitc5ec i think you’re overthinking it :), post it! atleast i would love it and if people flame you for it ignore them! ppl just be hating on anything nowadays

Should I post art or something

@drownedinstatic Ive been debating on posting art since I hadn't posted since last year (on a separate account.) I worry I'm going to get flamed because I used to be frequent in sh spaces, but I never encouraged anyone or anything idk, I'm probably overthinking it 💔

@Kitc5ec YES!!! i wanna see

Being addicted to sh for years made me blind to the damage I was doing. Now I feel like I ruined my body and there's no point trying to quit since my body is fucked anyway. At the same time I feel like I don't look sick enough Idk

@Ghiacci0___ That would be my hell.

@Kitc5ec My brother infected me with ringworm on my face once bro

@ekins444 I have been putting cream as soon as I saw it, but more just keep popping up. I'm also washing my bedding and clothes everyday so idek. If it doesn't get better I'll just go to the doctor

@Kitc5ec dude how has it spread so much i got ringworm from my cat and it was inly one spot. pls treat wuth antifungal cream

@bathedinbruises It is 🙁 I actually want it gone so bad

@Kitc5ec so itchy!!!! ringworm is so fucking annoying omg

"ignore em, they're just attention seeking.." now why would any sane individual go to such an extreme to just get seen. Attention seeking is a symptom of mental illness and we should help them. Why is wanting attention so demonized anyways, everyone needs it. It's only human